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Well, unfortunately, I had to start this entry over. For some reason, my poem and pic wasn't posting. So...I'll start again. Bummer.

It's Friday, so I treated Eric today to Cracker Barrel and EB games. Didn't do much else. I'm gonna try to have a good weekend, getting housework done and cooking. I got the cooking part down pat. I just need to add ( Read more... )

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Another day has passed and I'm still the same. I didn't have to do much today, since I did it all yesterday. I just did the usual- picked up Eric and then made him something to eat. I haven't cooked for Mike in several days, cuz he's been eating on that stew that I made him. It's about gone and I'm not gonna make him anymore until that meat is ( Read more... )

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I got a lot done today. I paid the bills and bought a bunch of stuff for Jess, at Wal-mart. I also took Eric to the library and he picked up a few books. And I did some housework- mainly the dishes. I need to vaccuum next. Thrill. I know.

Man, I had some cool dreams today.  It's unbelievable. I was normal again. I had feelings and everything. In ( Read more... )

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First, I just wanted to say thanks to those that have commented in my diaries...I really appreciate the feedback, cuz I am just a little bit crazy!

I talked to Jess yesterday. She saw her kids and she said they played and it was great cuz she got to tell  them how much she loved them. And she went to court on Monday and the judge recommended that ( Read more... )

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I couldn't fall asleep last night- I guess cuz of the caffeine I drank. Needless to say, when 6 rolled around I was exhausted. sigh. I did nothing today. I don't even know why I'm posting an entry. I guess just because it's a habit. I've been on my diary sites all day today- honestly hoping I would get a comment or two- thanks to Moronicblooze at ( Read more... )

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Today was a beautiful day. 61 degrees farenheit. We went with Mike's mother today, as we do usually on Sundays. She took us to Logan's and then after we ate, all of us, including Mike, went to a ball field, so Eric could practice baseball. He wants to join this year. He's a natural. And I'm not just saying that. He's got good timing when it comes ( Read more... )

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I LOVE this song! It's about non-conformity. Even though I don't agree with the message, the stength of it, I really like. I have been down this path. And it was fun. lol. I've had my fun. Here's the lyrics:

Be brave, reshape
can't force all into molds
Passing out schematics
Forcing all into molds
Once more about to change
Some try and fall beneath ( Read more... )

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Don't read this- unless you want to read about hell and damnation. This is fair warning!

Not much has been going on. So, what's new? lol. sigh. I wish I could laugh. Oh well. Took Eric to ebgames yesterday. I'm supposed to go to Wal-mart today. We'll see how that pans out.

I had an interesting dream last night. Prophetic. A helicopter came, with ( Read more... )

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This is my new favorite song by Charlotte Martin. It's very fitting for my life- the relationship aspect of it, not so much, but the basic gist of it, is  my life. I am steel. I don't feel. We are steel. We don't feel. We don't feel anything at all.

I've seen some good movies lately. By the way. lol.

The Box, with Cameron Dias was good, though the ( Read more... )

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The song playing is 'our' song. I was gonna play 'Rock Me' by Great White, but the embed code is disabled, so I couldn't. The song playing is actually more fitting and more honest.

I went to the dr's today and she prescribed me some meds for anxiety. Finally! I could have used those years ago. She's such a good dr. I'm fortunate to have her. And, I ( Read more... )