Where does the time go?

[steelspydr]

It seemed like I started this whole S. Korea gig such a long time ago, and now the time to leave is right around the corner. Fuck! I've been cleaning up my act the past few days trying to get mentally ready, otherwise I'll arrive with a mind muddled with even more sad feelings. Without a doubt I know this is what I want to do (years upon years of

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[stockholmvictim]

I know that the distance from SoCal to SoKo is a lot more significant than that between Indy and Evansville - but I have past experience proving that distance does not always equal death or dismemberment for a relationship.

It's going to suck. Shit will, inevitably, happen. But when you keep thinking of all the good things that you're gaining, and the reward of what you will be returning to in time - when I went through it, no matter what occurred, I could never let go of the thought of the one I loved. Never let go of the excitement and contentment I had not only in memory, but knew that I would feel again when I saw him next.

I hardly know you, and I'm pretty sure you're one of the most awesome people I've ever met. Who would ever be crazy enough to let you go?

You're the best. You know that yet? :)

[steelspydr]

That's awesome to hear about the distance. We're all suckers for rewards, so if we can hang through it for a year, it will be one big a$$ reward :)

Thank you for the compliment. Then again, it takes one to know one, so I have to say you're awesome as well darlin'. I got to spend more time with you when I was home this time, and it was awesome to pick your brain and just talk about everything. When Brian first told me about you, I was happy that he was happy, and thrilled he finally met someone intelligent and beautiful. Even more important, someone he actually liked. Bri knows a lot of women, but most fall into the friends category. So it was really special (sorry for the lame word, but, it works) to see him falling madly, deeply, in love at long last.

Anyway, enough with the goopy sap :) The distance will suck, but the experience is what I've always wanted. This weekend I make the big step. Pow! :)

*hugs*