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WEEEEE :D
I'm so over everything lately.
Including my sulking!
I've kicked the fact I used to not be myself at school, no matter how many people loathed the real me lol. It proved to be quite a few.
And I feel fantastic! Haha I don't really care though. It will be a great way to weed out the people who aren't my true friends in the long run.
I can't even help ( Read more... ) -
Fuck fuck fuck fuck!
Oh. my. god.
FUCK.
I'm in so deep and I'm so lost. I've screwed up so much there isn't an escape. It's going to stick in my head and I can't do anything about it. And I can't tell anyone about it.
ARH!
I know something super secret. Like REALLY secret. Two things actually.
I'm not meant to know about.
And the way I found out is so freaking far-fetched. ( Read more... ) -
MAAAAAAAAAN.
I am such a loser I colour coded this vent/post thingamabob.
Pink - SUPER VENT
Blue - Pondering
Grey - A tad confused
Green - Zen & Okay
I'm so over you!
Freaking, freaking.
Am I just used for entertainment value? You laugh when I make jokes, but as soon as I'm not one hundred percent, it's like fuck, Steff who?
No one even fucking cares.
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Blehblehbleh
Hello (:
I haven't been around much because I've joined a few other sites that are keeping my attention at the moment.
Temporarily or course. I don't stick with anything but livejournal and myspace usually haha.
Uh tumblr is really good if you haven't joined it. You can see some pictures I like, and I write stupid little things too every once in a ( Read more... ) -
Party tonight.
I'm going to a party tonight ^^
Which means, i'm super excited to go and get some shoes and other things.
But yes, last night it was my Omi's [Grandmother's] Birthday. Well, today it is, yesterday we went to an all you can eat place because she really likes the seafood there.
She's going to hospital later this week, because she has breast cancer and ( Read more... ) -
Bleh.
I'm 90% sure i have friends who tell people stuff about me.
and i'm also 90% my good friends bitch about me too.
That part doesn't bother me too much. Of course it hurts my feelings but it's driving me in-fucking-sane because I want to know WHAT it's about.
So if one day this person finds my blog, and think i'm talking about them, address me about it ( Read more... ) -
I skipped school to see Hanny.
..And I can say it was fucking well worth it.
It was so freaking good! And yes. I loves it (:
Humm.. I haven't posted in a little bit again. My bad.
I love youtube these days. Desandnate are pretty rad i must say.
I'm liking the weather lately. Cold most of the day, but there is some times where it's very sunny and warm. It's cool how Melbourne weather ( Read more... ) -
For some people, it just comes naturally.
I don't consider myself a talented person.
and because of that, I am really, REALLY struggling to know what I want to be when I finish school.
They have been telling us all year that by this year, we should have a good idea of what we want to do.
And the truth is, I have no idea. None. I don't know how it's possible to not have ambitions to do so-and- ( Read more... ) -
I totally love you.
Reading over some of my old posts, I realised I was such a friggen downer XD
I just wanted to say, to those who kept reading through all that shit, I love you ^^
I also realised, I used to have so many quirks and trademarks and words i used to say all the time.
I haven't had any trademarks for a long while but it's glitter hairspray now n.n
I had work ( Read more... ) -
BAM.
I swear when I don't update I still lurk on LJ every other day XD
Mum got me a flower in a pot. You'd think after going through three already with no success, even though i tended to them everyday, she would realise maybe i'm not made for plants -.-
Just a quick post. Because I said I wouldn't leave it long (: