Oh the play is going so wonderfully. It's amazing. I really did think it was going to be awful. But it isn't at all!  I mean, Michael is a little over the top and Seth steals the show from everyone (not that that's a bad thing) but it's good. So come see it!
I've decided to not go to school today because I'm too tired and I need one last break ( Read more... )

Can you really be in love with someone if they aren't in love with you? Maybe it's not possible. I've been thinking about this a lot in the past few days. I really don't know if you can be. I think Ethan and I both love each other, but my love is more romantic and his isn't. But is that really being in love? Because I think you have to feel ( Read more... )

So I just got back from the movies (actually about 40 or so minutes ago) to see Crash with Ethan. It was really really good. I loved it actually. It was super heavy though so don't go unless you're okay with tearing up. But I'd give it an A.
So speaking of Ethan.... I think I may stop talking about how I miss him. It hasn't really done any good ( Read more... )

I feel like ranting on about nothingness.
I love Iron and Wine. I could listen to them all day. Even though I only have two cds.
Today it rained A LOT. A part of my wanted to just stay in bed and read all day and the other part wanted to run outside and dance.
At Ethan's house I really wanted to hold his hand. Just to have that feeling. I wanted ( Read more... )

It's raining. Usually I love the rain but not today. It's May! Get sunny! Boo.
For Mother's Day I cleaned the entire house with my sister and bought her roses and movies. I thought it was pretty nice if I do say so myself. But seeing how my mom gets up at 6 every morning (or roughly that) I was not about to wake up at 5 to make breakfast. No ( Read more... )

Toxic by Britney Spears


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I've come to understand why I haven't cried since it happened. I think that it is such a deep emotion that I haven't been able to cry on the outside. It's not a shallow feeling. It hurts so deep inside me that I can't really express how I feel. When I told Maggie today, I laughed. Then she thought I was kidding, and she laughed. Then I laughed ( Read more... )

I guess I'm sad. I mean, how could I not be? But I haven't cried about it since it happened. I hope that's a good thing. We went to the Polar Bears show afterwards and everything was normal. I mean, no one even knew that we broke up. We were that convincing. I know I'm sad. I'm really really sad, but I think everything is going to be fine. I'm ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to try and convince Heather and Matzen to let me tame it more like this:


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I feel like I've done something very wrong and I don't know what it is.

Today I went to the PAC after school and Heather had my wig for me. Oh wow.... it is very.... blond. And curly. And BIG. And I mean.... I guess just think Michelle Pfeiffer's hair in the movie version. It's just very crazy. I mean.... I guess I look alright as a blond but ( Read more... )