It's steveys birthday :) big ol 18. It was a fantastic day. I got him a rose and made cupcakes and wrapped the locker twiiiiiiiice haha spiderman and starwars, got him the wii-mote chargerrrrrrs :) he was very happy, which in return made me happy. It was a great time! I also had my IB Art exammmmmmmm it was sooo scary but awesome because i think i ( Read more... )

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It ( Read more... )

I had a bad dream last night. I was actually incredibly sad for the first time in a while... like a really long time. I don't know what my dream meant, and i couldn't even tell you what happened.. it's one of those things you remember for 5 minutes while your sitting in bed crying at 4am, and then you foget. i just knew it hurt. A part of me is ( Read more... )

Today was an alright day, got a lot of work done actually! Suprising, yes i know. So many people asked me where my boy is... :( mainly teachers. I miss him lots. We talked last night around 10pm. he'll be home tommorrow! fantastic. sooo i have wind ensemble tonight. mehhh. i want to go to sleep. Each day i keep pretending i'm going to see him just ( Read more... )

Hmmm a fairly good day i suppose. Hate doing work though. And i can't stand math anymore. i really cant. i'm OVER it. haha. ummm everything went pretty well i guess. One week till IB Art exams... i'm so nervous. I'm going on steves birthday! At 1135. how scary! I have to bring in all my peices by this friday. Thats going to be interesting :) after ( Read more... )

CALi SURFeRO1: and what were you thinking ( Read more... )

Lately I'm consumed by the notion that if I were to storm out of a room with tear filled eyes, no one would come after me. I want my life to be like the movies. I want some one to follow me out that hypothetical door. Is that sad? Is that being selfish? I just want to know someone cares about me! I'm not crazy ( Read more... )

He called me a few minutes ago. We can't text message and he can only call once a day, for no more then a few minutes.

That sucks. I'm still upset, but as long as he's okay, i'll be fine.

Yesterday me and Steve went to the mall which was fantastic, except for the downpour of raaaaain that we had to run through. I got cute stuff, and he got some nice shirts and a bumper sticker and spiderman3 posterrrrr cool beans. Then we went to KFC which was delicious, and watched lotssssss of Entourage which is sooo funny. Played some guitar hero ( Read more... )

Somedays arent yours at all ( Read more... )