i'm so upset ( Read more... )

i thought of something really brillant to put in here while i was in the shower, but now that i'm out i can't really put my finger on it ( Read more... )

HI kids, sorry i haven't updated in like years ( Read more... )

so i have a job interview for slackers on the 26th of Ju-ly ( Read more... )

uck ( Read more... )

jesus christ. all i do is work. work work work work work. 50 hours a week is killer, and not killer in a surfer kinda way..."killer dood!" more like...coffin...all that ( Read more... )

god. it feels so much better to cry and talk.

i finally got to talk to the person that i needed to talk to about all of this. confiding and knowing that i'm not toally forgotten makes me feel so much better. yes, it would've felt better if i would've had it my way, but that's not how things are. i've been carrying all this guilt inside of me, ( Read more... )

you're all going to be surprised one day.

when i pick myself up and stop feeling sorry for myself and the situation that i've been delt. although, right now is not the right time. i'm more low than ever. and i know that's how it seems in all my entries, but that's how things have been rolling around here lately. i feel as if i have no one to talk ( Read more... )

i don't know if i'm homesick ( Read more... )

last night i was lil' jon.

jesus christ. i was having such a bad day yesterday. i realized that i'm not going to be able to go back to college till i'm like 27 because i have to pay off all those loans before i go back. so since i chose to take the hard road i'm going to have to work like hell to make a life for myself. and topped on all of that, ( Read more... )