There comes a time in most peoples lives, where they want to quit, and give up.
That time is now.
I'm done with everything.
People keep fucking with my head.
I'm not what I want to be.

I'm worried worried worried.
But I can't tell anyone why, because then other people get worried.
Other than that, it's been the same shit, just on a different day.
My dad's in Florida, my mom randomly took off.
I was going to take the truck and go out with Dan last night, but I'm too much of a child.
I haven't seen Dan since before he went away, I think ( Read more... )

Every time I see you, my thoughts turn to that night
When I held your hand in mine, and I looked into your eyes
And everything just felt right
Do you think about me the way I think about you
These are all the things I wonder when I cant sleep in my room
And if I could just close my eyes, I know Id see you soon

I finally handed in my english project
But ( Read more... )

love is so embarrassing
i'm this awkward & uncomfortable thing
i'm running out of places to hide
what the fuck was i thinking?

school is ruining my life.
i don't want to go anymore.
it's just getting too routine, and boring.
i'm becoming envious of people that can sit at home all the time, and do nothing..

Hey remember that time we decided to kiss anywhere except the mouth?

I think too much, and I never even think of important things.
My back hurts again.
I almost started crying at Corey's wake, which is crazy, because I never ever cry.
I miss him, and it hasn't even set in yet. I still don't believe it.
I cut my hair, again, again, again. I need to stop.
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I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.

love grows in me like a tumor. parasites bent on devouring its host, on developing my sense of humor, till i can laugh at my heart between your teeth, till i can laugh at my face beneath your feet. skillet on the stove, is such a temptation. maybe i'll be the lucky one that doesn't get burned. what the fuck ( Read more... )

I want to have more days like this.
Not so much the bad part, but being insanely happy, althought today it seemed kind of inconvenient.
I think it's quite possible that my heads going to implode.
And people make me smile, for random pathetic reasons.

How do you die, when you ain't done living?

I am slowly dying, watch me fall down. Why ain't you crying? I'm lying, I ain't dying. But what if I was?
School is lame, and ghetto. Our ceiling was leaking in orchestra. "Theres a python up there!"
Going to the library doesn't seem like a good idea anymore.
Sledding hurts, and it hurts to walk now.
Adam and Jay are coming here to get me tomorrow, I'm ( Read more... )

Oh livejournal. I've missed you terribly.
Not quite, but that's okay.
Two snowdays in a row gave me too much time to realize that I need to change.
I'm too much of a jealous person, and I've completely lost my ambition, and I don't think I've done a single piece of homework, correctly, in almost two weeks, although winter break is next week, and I'm ( Read more... )

for once im sad i dont have to work, hence the reason im wasting my life filling out surveys

The Musical Basics
Do you listen to the Radio? yes i doo
Do you have an iPod? yeah
What's your favorite kind of music? rock or oldies.
How Many CD's do you have? i dont knoww
Do you still have a Walkman? yeah
Do you download songs onto your computer? yep
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