We begin again. With too much reservation, however. I've never been in this situation before, and it's killing me. Not so much for me personally because I do have tickets to two other shows, but for Lara. Ten minutes have passed since the time we received that horrid call last night, so I'm easing up a bit, but still not full force. Not yet ( Read more... )

I was up all night, slept three hours this a.m. and am now awake. I am surrounded by a mess in every room. We started rearranging our furniture, and it is so much better, what little we did, but now it's only half complete and I'm tired of doing it and bored and indecisive. I don't know what I want to do, but it's not finish this. I have to, ( Read more... )

"Nothing is ever the same as they said it was ( Read more... )

I had a good night at work last night, despite the wretched beginnings of the evening. Maybe it was concert clips from 'Truth or Dare' that I watched right before I left that lifted my spirits. Or possibly the fact I had to wear my Madonna shirt (the black one that fits too perfectly tight) to work because I didn't do laundry (and am still not ( Read more... )

Sometimes roommates bug, I know...

Remedy:

Procrastinating on laundry
while waiting for her to leave
(she's going out) and waiting
for my Veggie Pad Thai and Fried
Tofu and anticipating a good flick
while sipping a glass of wine.

Too bad I have to work tonight, or I'd be set for the night.

4 am + merlot = A Suessian Biography

I bled for you today ( Read more... )

It's 7:15 am, and I'm having a glass of wine. If it weren't for my fucked-up schedule, I'd be worried I'm an alcoholic. Oh wait. I AM an Alcoholic. Hi. My name is Steig and I am an Alcoholic. [pause for response ( Read more... )

I was awake and I sat typing here, enjoying the score UNTIL MY FUCKING COMPUTER CRASHED. Now, I'm a little angry ( Read more... )

It's 10 to 7, and I'm home from work. I don't feel like I'm home though, and yet I don't feel like I've just come from anywhere. I've been feeling like this for awhile now, but didn't realize it until I heard this song. I feel like I've been stuck within a waking dream; one where I can sense the real world, and it affects the dream I'm in, but it's ( Read more... )