I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!

so much better.

gonna go smoke a ciggy. in my bliss.

and then attempt to make brownies.
we shall see how this turns out..

i cry every time i see a job opening i could apply for at Best Friends.

it stirs up a lot of feelings inside of me.
feelings i don't care to think of, feelings i don't understand.

all i know.
is that i belong there.

i'm way too emotional right now.

but
best friends, man.
BEST FRIENDS!

i'm so confused.

cramps. killing me. want to rip my uterus out.

i wish i had the time
and money
to bake all day

i would be fat.
everyone around me would be fat.
and i wouldn't leave the kitchen.

i would be down to open a little bakery. type thing.
would be fun.

i need to smoke.

maybe.

i watch too much tv. too much junk. too much bs filling my head.

does top chef start up again ( Read more... )

oh, lj ( Read more... )

tired of your pop up ads, lj. stupid. stupid. stupid.

i'm ready
for this weight
to be off
my shoulder.

i hate mornings.

i need to make a list.

wish me luck.

i just want today to be over.

and hope it all goes smoothly and i don't have to do some other bullshit and wait to get this taken care of.

just do it. do it. do it. you KNOW you wanna do it.

for now, work. bah.

too early. i think the puppies feel the same way. brodie just wants to get up, eat, and go back to bed. such a fatty. guess i don't blame him ( Read more... )

to be said. and seen. hello. goodbye. where are we at ( Read more... )

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!