someone to die for

[stellabella_]

why am i always unsatisfied? im completely unable to just "settle" for something. anything, really. i set the bar so high in every aspect of my life that its inevitable that i will wind up unhappy. i have trouble just accepting things the way they are, or things that come my way. im tired of never being satisfied with what i am and what i have.

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[smith2688]

"my fear is that if i start lowering my expectations, i will only end up worse than i started out."

Well that's not going to happen unless you lower it way too far. Just relax about things a little more and you'll be much better off. Don't stress out about school and such, just study and work your hardest and you'll do the best that you can and you'll know you did your best. Therefore, even if you do "bad" you'll know that that "bad" is your best. If that makes any sense then I'm luckier than I thought...

When was the last time you truly smiled? Try to live like you did then...with that attitude you did then, and see what happens.

to collyflower- lurve, chris

[anonymous]

Colly, colly, colly

[zipadeeboodah]

Aaah...I'm feelin' exactly the same way...! :/ Sucky ain't it?

[stellabella_]

contrary to popular belief, this really wasnt about school at all. school is ranking quite low on my things to stress over list.
but thanks for your kind words, i appreciate it.

brown colleen?!

[mattymarkham]

well i can't say i know how you feel, but I do know that I'm not doing well either lately. like you, too much to stress/worry about. and things can be awfully tough to get a grasp on, and difficult and confusing to get through...remember, however, that everything ends at some point. wait till you get there!

in the meantime, that is purely amazing that youre from co. down!