Remember what the Executive Commander says: don't let your helmet fill with water.

sometimes, i fucking hate my job.

i miss working with jenni, we would always keep eachothers' spirits up when the iron capitalist fist would slam down on us.

now i am just surrounded by untrustables who arent even amusing.

love,
the beer snob

mercy me. tonite was insane in a bad way. tonite was 'lets get coke' and then when we do its 'lets sit around and be boring on coke'. nightmarish non-adventures with a psuedo-perfect couple. they grasp eachother yet dont look eachother in the eye. she nods at his words and he is commanding like a hunting dog, pointing the direction as i look on ( Read more... )

fellow pairs of hands, we are now entering the 2nd half of our fall from the so-called free world. the mere thought of living under that degenerate lump Bush for another 4 years sends me reeling. i am surrounded by all these laughing, apathetic wastes of space at my work today, talking about movies and food and meaningless crap ( Read more... )

the vagueness of definitions has diagnosed me with autism ( Read more... )

for such a nite that connot be summed into words, i will try to capitalize on the forgetfulness of immediacy and the currency of past days ( Read more... )

seeing interpol tomorrow nite for the 3rd time in about a year. was offered free admission to the show in trade for handing out flyers at the end, but with all the oxygen i will have inhaled during the show i will need to head straight away to the afterparty for recovery ( Read more... )

of however much i have to offer, i am most ripe when fiction betrays reality.
when the essence tops the pulp.

i am aware of my shortcomings, they are chopped and astray like ashes and banned books.

watched 'wild strawberries' by ingmar bergman last nite. sadly it reminds me of my grandfather, and how he must reflect on whats he's done, not necessarily with his life but to whom he's hurt in his life. i come from a boiling batch of DNA.

love,
your calculator

so i am waiting here, very patiently, for melissa to show up so we can head over to kinkoras so i can get drunk ( Read more... )