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[stellanoelle]

Clearly I haven't written in a long time. As I am not much of an LJ user, primarily Greatest Journal, this hasn't been used in, ummm, months and months. But, I'll post for the hell of it and see if it resparks my attention

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Of course...

[stellanoelle]

I have found someone who knows what its like then? Thats what I asked her (my therapist): "DO I have to stop? Clearly the thrill is what I get off on, so why is it that I need to stop?"
And she explained how I just feel worse when its all over and done with and the temporary high I get from doing these 'bad things' is n't worth it. I guess. But wait, where's the fun again?

[arcnocturnist]

hey! you have a GJ?? why didn't you tell me???
i'm sorry that you're having a bad time. i am too..
but, hell, you just have to fight through. thats
all we can do. FIGHT ZEE POWAH! or somthing..
hey, if you need cheering up, i'm here. i enjoy being
a pain/ help.

love

Jesse.