i am really not a confident as i seem. i am actually not confident at all.. u took that from me

[stellar_moment]

Yea so when people are there for me... i like majorly think about it and appreciate it.
i feel so lucky and so thankful for having such good friends.

i use to care what people thought of me.
i use to care about my pride being taken away.
but i truely dont any more.
i am not afraid to show my pain. cause we all have pain some of us just hide it

Comments

[badmagik]

Wow. You are a girl with a huge heart.

I believe I know why you can never go to your friends, and why they never open their arms to you. Because they know you have everything figured out already. They are used to you helping them so much, they are just accustomed to believing that you have no problems thinking things through. You already know the answers, Michelle, there is no reason to turn to your friends for guidance. You see your family and your close friends are always there for you, this is because they are steering you to the right direction for those times you might veer off the road... Talk to you soon, girl~

[stellar_moment]

aww lol u always make me feel like the shit when i feel like complete trash lol
ur the sweetest guy i know. with the truest intentions.
i guess its cool that i look like i ve got it all figured out ahha, but i get lost sometimes. its just good i can get back on track.
u need to get away from ur busy college life and come vist me.
we need to chill like woah. maybe ruff it up a little bit and play some paint ball ahha <3

[badmagik]

Paintball would be nice. =)

I will run around with you your first game, so I can take all the hits for you. hahaha. I don't want you getting hurt or anything. =)

[stellar_moment]

ahah aww ur the cutiest

[hollister1357]

michelle..amazing journal entry..i know what you mean by the whole friends thing..i think the same thing everyday :-(

i love you wiht all my heart and you know that..remember im here for you day or night you know ALL my numbers..haha..

love you always..

lauren <33

[stellar_moment]

lol i love u soo much lauren.
u have given me soo many great memories.
i wish i could give you the world.
thanks for always being there for me, thanks for helping me through my hardest times. thanks for understanding with out an explanation as to why i do the things i do.
and uve def made it so i can get ahold of ur ass ahha
i love u <3

[missveki]

i love you dude. im always here for u.
<333 you make me happy.

[stellar_moment]

haha i love u too thanks for always being there for me hun

[_jennalici0us]

heyy add my new journal
aenima___

[stellar_moment]

will do hun

[munkeymaster18]

I gotta say family is the best when comming to listening to problems there always there no matter what. friends have the best intent but with there busy lives much as or selves has made it so that cant always be there as much as they wish to help.. so i hear yaon that.

[stellar_moment]

yea but i love my friends so much because i can tell that regardless of their busy lives they try hard to help me
i miss u tons we need to chill hun<3