i just poured my heart out, there's bits of it on the floor
& i take what's left of it & rinse it under cold water
& call him up for more.
& i say, "baby, yes i feel stupid to call you, but i'm lonely
& i don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
& i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too.

yea so i have been ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a awesome day.

me and vicky hung out for a while.
locked myself out of my car so sean and his friend came and saved us. <3
love them. wouldnt know what to do with out them.

me and vicky went to mikes to hang out wiith him jess john matt, we went out to din.
i love them. <33333

So last night I had alot of fun.

i went to kyles ( Read more... )

Yesterday i had fun. as always. me and vicky just jacked around. got some chicken sushi <3 ::moan::

we planed on sneeking out. those plans were smashed. def a heart break.

my nonnie and me cooked some home made speghetti :) i am def a good cheif haha u should have me cook for u some time.

i just watched this like blind date show. and this guy ( Read more... )

Yea... so i have been messing around with my lj alot lately.
i think i am pretty much inlove with madonna. i love all her old music. and i just love her in general.

my dads been super cool lately, hes really been there for me. i love him and i dont know what i would do with out him. i love being able to know that he cares.
vickys also been super ( Read more... )

Yea so i dont really have anything to say

this is just a pic update

ur gonna have to exsuse my ugliness... i decided to go anti makeup lol.. bad idea right?


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I think Lauren forgot to hang out with me today. I am kind of upset but I didn’t say anything because I don’t really have anything to say about it. It just kind of hurt that I was forgotten. Lately I have felt like I have been forgotten by a lot of people, and I have been blowing off a lot of people. I have just been sick lately, in kind of a sad ( Read more... )

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I need someone to take care of me..

Or A sick buddy

I think its official

I am sick :(

this is gonna be a really hard entry to write.

so today i went to the mall with jess. i love her. no matter what she will always be one of my best friends, we just seem to have one of those bonds you dont lose even if you dont talk for years.

anyways while we were driving home jessica told me shes not allowed to hang out with me any more and her ( Read more... )

So i am very aware that most of what i am about to say is gonna sound homo but here goes...

this weeks been pretty busy.

monday... well i forget

tuesday... i got a back massage- desperate need of one.. and i did something else but i forgot also lol

and today :) well today i got my hair done and i went wedding dress shopping with my cusin.

In ( Read more... )