well hello there. it's been a good three weeks since i've updated. a lot of stuff has happened. school started for one. pre-school: community days. meant as a time of bonding and reconciliations and such. oh but no. much to the dismay of many i'm sure, it just helped to tack on an extra pint of drama for the beginning of the year. so instead of ( Read more... )

well i'm home and summer's coming to a close. everyone's tryin to get their summer reading done, ordering books, covering books...(no one but me? okay), trying to fit in those last few parties, sleepovers, sleeping-in mornings, non-frantic days. it's been a good summer. a fair amount of bullshit and drama, but that's to be expected. in the grand ( Read more... )

i am here ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
seriously.

what the fuck is wrong with me.

i'm an idiot.

in every way.

i don't care if i never see you again in my whole life. maybe then i wouldn't have to think about you ever again.

isn't there supposed to be a song for the way i feel right now?

jesus christ.

ah....FUCK.

i'm out.

- stephanie

i am
going
fucking
crazy.

i don't even know why. seriously. it's a constant feeling of discontent all the fucking time. i can't figure it out. i need to get some shit straightened out i think. whatever.

make me smile.

i'm out.

- stephanie

i want to be older ( Read more... )

today i am 16 and 3/4. i'll be 17 in three months. i'll be a senior. it's funny because i'm so much younger than everyone but i feel just as old. i really do. people are always surprised that i'm still 16. i don't know why ( Read more... )

nevermind.

nevermind.

never.

mind.

- sg

Your grand dad left home for the circus. He was young just like me ( Read more... )

Though I've tried before to tell her ( Read more... )