things are happening around me that i can't quite describe, but they're happening. and what the fuck has been up with people lately, and what the fuck has been happening with me lately, what the fuck. yeah. fuck.

fuck.

lately, feeling just seems so overrated.

thank you summer 2004, for saving me. from myself. i learned a lot from you..

what a sudden turn of events!

my new [school] year resolution, is to stop being such a cunt.

and i will change, godfuckingdammit. for the better. for myself.

there's something so immensely confusing about what it is i'm looking for, really.

fuck you, butterflies! you couldn't have lingered at any more inopportune moments...

i suppose sometimes, i fear feeling human.

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i see you in pain and i'd like to fucking run to you and hug you and talk like i used to, and make jokes and smile and laugh with you like i used to, but i still, hate you, both of you, so immensely right now.

my hero is spineless.

so thank you, dad, for making the decision a little bit easier for me. mother should be proud.

thank you to those who cared enough, and even to those who didn't.. this year wasn't a bad year at all......

hello, new york.

california, i'll see you in a week.

my friends, are really fickle. :)