ohk. so i found out today that i can't go to winter formal with my boyfriend cause he's in 8th grade. how fucked up is that? i mean, seriusly, i was doing pretty well. then today BAM! i can't even go with my boyfriend to my first actual dance. my dad finally said he would buy the dress for me and kurt even thinks i look good in it and now he and i ( Read more... )

so i have absolutely no idea what the title is for, but i haven't updated in a while and i can officially say that there's a lot i have to write about... well, first of all, me and doug broke up about 2 1/2 months ago... yay cause he was a complete douche by the end of it. he decided to fuck around w// other girls and thought i woulnd't find out ( Read more... )

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when i was 12, i lost my virginity cause i was raped up north when my mom first moved in with my soon to be stepdad. great way to start a new family right? and nobody knew about it until last year. they're so oblivious sometimes. but that's ok. it's not their fault. i never wanted anyone to kno. it was me being ashamed. but i wasn't hurt, ( Read more... )

so today wasn't that great. i was supposed to have an interview with a modeling agency, but that fell through because my dad decided not to wake up at 3 like he was supposed to so when i went up there at 3:45, he said we wouldn't make it there in time. so i didn't get to go to that, but hopefully they'll call us back and we can reschedule. but the ( Read more... )

so today, we're sposed to be going to milwaukee because i have a job interview with another modeling agency... yea cause i'm just that great ::mirror breaks::http://www.barbizonmodelingandacting.com/ that's the website for any of you that would like to check it out. but anyways... i'm not so sure if i'm going to be going to the interview today ( Read more... )

so today, i went to bed around 2AM and then i had to wake up at 7AM which turned out to be 7:30AM and then we left at about 8:15AM to go to gurnee for the day and go SHOPPING! so i got some new clothes. we love clothes. they make me feel all good inside. so i got 3 pants, 3 shirts, and the awsomest hoodie in the world with the lovely jack ( Read more... )

ME && KIKI'S CONVERSATION ON THE MATTER ( Read more... )

yea, there aren't really violent bandanas. there really isn't violent anything today. i just got bored. i'm going to bed soon, so i'm not going to write much cause i still have to write to teagan about that one thing we were talking about having to do with that one person in that one place at that one school [not doug] and i wanna finish that ( Read more... )

meh i'm not rilly in a good mood anymore. there's nothing to do really. but i do have a myspace...so i figured i could put that into a linky mabob cause there's nothing better to do right now... meh:
www.myspace.com/favor_me_last i'm constantly using it, so you can always check that out.

i'm bored and i want to talk to doug. there's nothing better ( Read more... )