I don't know why I've gotta be angry all the time...

[steph779]

I feel so bad. I just flipped out on my mom. I swear I take all of my frustrations out on her. I mean I literally just flipped out on her because I messed up MY scholarship application. I DID IT. She didn't even do anything wrong. I am in THE worst mood right now. And it really sucks. I swear, I try to be so damn happy all the time. And

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[dazzled__]

Steph ...
I do that every so often for no reason at all. It's usually on my dad & he is the most loving & wonderful father in the world. I felt EXACTLY like you do but a few weeks ago. Majorly. Then I had a break down. :( My boyfriend's deployment has been hard, some days it's a lot more than others, and so I tend to lash out on everyone else. I started reading the Bible and praying alot more so I'm building my relationship with God right now & I feel so much better! We all have our days (weeks even) and it takes some time. I know what you're going through, so I'm here for you if you need me ok? I know that not having your boyfriend a phone call away, is sooooo hard. You're not alone hun, ok?... I'm here if you need to vent, laugh, or just stay in silence, alrightY? I hope things get better.... BIG HUGS!!

[steph779]

You are so sweet. Thanks for taking the time to write to me. It seriously made my smile and put me in a better mood. I sometimes have to slap myself and remember I'm not alone. thank you thank you thank you! :-*