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The Q-round went amazing!! Amazing amazing!! I skated my Edvin Marton program (the one I used for the long at Euros) and I basically landed everything!! Okay so my hand sort of went down on the triple axel and I stepped out of the triple salchow but that really didn't matter!!! And the footwork and spins were great and the crowd was getting into it and everyone was clapping and it was just awesome!! Not that I'm complaining about marks but the 5.1s did seem a little out of place, I don't know. And Emmanuel fell and still won, but whatever. I'm third in the group behind Emmanuel and Brian, which is I think a really good place to be. (Compared to Euros anything is good lol.) Anyways just thanks everyone for cheering and it was just a really amazing day.
Caro and I had a really long talk last night. I think we're okay. I hope. Yeah weird things are going on with me and yeah I don't really know how I stand with a different friend or what I'm going to do about something but it's not fair for me to hurt Caro. And that's basically what I told her. We've been together too long for me to just screw things up because I don't know what the hell I'm doing.
Caro and I had a really long talk last night. I think we're okay. I hope. Yeah weird things are going on with me and yeah I don't really know how I stand with a different friend or what I'm going to do about something but it's not fair for me to hurt Caro. And that's basically what I told her. We've been together too long for me to just screw things up because I don't know what the hell I'm doing.