omfg!...wanna kill them!...seriously now im so damn pissed!...ok heres the story...i called 1 of my best friends, Chelsea, and i was like wats up?...and she told me shes running erronds till like 5...and i was like well call me when you can chill...so i called my other best friend right now(i called chelsea like an hour and 1/2 before) Carin...AND ( Read more... )

well today is a slow day...i woke up at like 12:30...made some breakfast!...ooooo how fun!...but my friend Ryan called me like 3 times askin wat im doin...and i just wanna be like SHUT UP!...i'll call you later you fucker!...lordy man!...but anywho...last nite i was w/ my friend Carin,Dom,Eddie and this kid Oscar...we went to Moes and they all ate ( Read more... )

Dont say you love me,
When you really dont,
Dont tell me you'll keep in touch,
When you kno your not,
Dont say your sorry,
When your really not,
Dont tell me you care,
When you couldnt give 2 shits,
Dont talk to me,
When you realized how bad you fucced up!

well lately things have been semi-good, could always be better...but oo well. sometimes i wish i could just rewind everything...ooo lordy, the song that i used to play when i would talk to my old b/f is on now!...ughhh i wanna cry!...ok ok im fine...ok well my 2 best friends went to lake placid for the 4th of july weekend...didnt tell me,didnt ( Read more... )

Broken dreams and broken promises,

Are all you left me w/, A broken heart and shattered memories,

Are all i have to remeber you, Like when you promised you'd come to see me?,

And i believed you,

And left that party and my friends,

Just so i could be w/ you,

So you could hold me under the stars,

And lay w/ me as we slowly fall asleep,

And ( Read more... )

well these are old entires from my old journal becuase my mom and sis know the username for it and read these and got PISSED at me...well this is my first entry here....so lets see, i have a fucced up life, fucced up ex-b/fs...1 who is a complete azzhole!...im not gonna say ne names, but if ya kno me, you kno who im talkin bout!...but besides that ( Read more... )