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anonymous
August 13 2004, 22:40:04 UTC
have to say, you write well........however, it saddens me to see you not value yourself enough, (though i am guilty for the same thing) not give yourself enough credit (again, me too).......don't settle for "that guy"....the guy that is in a bad mood and justifies his name calling with it.....that moody guy.....that guy that never compliments you or maybe just not enough......that guy that blows you off for stupid things just because...hopefully i have misread things in your journal, maybe things are peachy keen....but, you don't "need" anyone but yourself, and it is amazing, once you realize that, "THE GUY", will show up, and you will never worry about losing him and you will probably never feel like a neurotic bitch again (because you aren't....) i have never been compelled to say anything in anyone's journal, but i have met you before and all i can say is you are worth more than you think you are and it is time to stop being so hard on yourself.......again, hopefully i am way off..... yup, i think i will remain yet another
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Well thank you for the compliments. And I know that I don't value myself enough, I don't think I ever really have. I know that I was fortunate enough to have talents in music, dance, and writing. I also do know that I am smart, funny, and most importantly a good and loyal friend to who ever is willing to befriend me. Jason and my relationship is getting better, I just tend to be really hard on myself and reflect that on to him. I finally opened up to him and let him in on what I thought was "unhealthy" in our relationship, and exactly what I expected of him if he wanted to continue with our relationship, and since then things have gotten so much better. I also consulted a friend of mine that has been around long before Jason, and she seems to think that he is soooo new at "real" relationships, that he wouldn't even know if he messed up. I don't know if I buy that in its entirety, but it does seem to explain a lot. I realize that I have been burned time and time again in the past, but he should not pay the reprimands for that, and I
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