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i finshed a pianting last night. i woke up early this morning and said oh hey i'll bring the paiting by mem's nursing home and hang it up in her room for a while (because the first place most of them go when they're done) and after a few seconds i realized that i could't do that anymore. i've never really had to deal with loosing someone like this ( Read more... )

i sat next to my grandmother for six hours straight last night just holding her hand. having to look at someone who was suffering that badly for that amount of time is probably the hardest thing ever. now i don't know if you've ever had to sit with someone and just watch them pass away but it makes you appericare every aspect of your life a hell of ( Read more... )

art institute of boston next fall
i neeeed a rooomie

i've been in this horrible mood where i don't even want to be around anyone. i feel like everyone is straight up ignorant. i've seperated myself from most of you for a good reason; i just don't feel i need them in my life. i don't need people who simply crave attention. i don't need people who do things just for the sake of other people's reaction ( Read more... )

i just bought plane tickets for aruba. two weeks in the middle of june with my best friend, so excited. i didn't like dropping so much money at once but whatever. i'm going to be in debt for another two months but i'm sure a five star resort and my own personal bartender in a little grass hut on a gorgeous private beach will b worth it. i also have ( Read more... )

leg work outs completely kicked my ass today
then i went to the mall and my legs tensed up and got all weird
as i was walking down the stairs.. and ate complete shit
and.. took out the cutest old lady
needless to say, i felt like the biggest asshole ever

starting february 16th i'll be going to bartending school ( Read more... )

classes start in a couple days and i'm kind of glad, sitting around gets old after a while.

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