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Life

Oct 12, 2004 20:37

Here lately it has just been so hard to get out and go to functions. I have been dealing with some hard issues with myself. I have found myself hiding at home and staying away from everyone. I think it has to do with my social disorder that I have with men and boys. If I stay at home I am less likely to be rejected. Anyways, I am saying this ( Read more... )

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chrisetheridge1 October 12 2004, 21:25:44 UTC

:::advice for the day:::

Call me more. That will solve all problems. :)

Throw Me A Curve--The Go Go's scalboy25 October 13 2004, 04:15:10 UTC

Chad and I met off the Internet in 98 ( ... )

Re: Throw Me A Curve--The Go Go's scalboy25 October 13 2004, 04:48:34 UTC

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Re: Throw Me A Curve--The Go Go's stephensjournal October 13 2004, 05:37:16 UTC

Thanks Charles, I think the thing to do like you said is to just get up and go out instead of just sitting at home and do nothing. Thanks for you advice. You are really sweet yourself. I hope things are going well out there in Cali. TTYL I have to go back to bed. MWAH!

wkukyboi October 13 2004, 07:20:50 UTC

Hey Stephen,

If you sit at home your going to continue to be depressed. Go out and do things, have fun forget about your loneliness and just have fun. When you least expect it he will appear. You just have to be patient and wait. Believe that is easier said than done, but it's true and that's what you have to do. Come see me at the bar soon, I work sound now at Connection. And if Connection is not your thing anymore, well I'll probably see ya sometime, since I'm in Nashville on weekends.

Hugs
Jason

Thanks stephensjournal October 13 2004, 13:44:22 UTC

You are a sweetheart. I will come see you soon. Thanks for the advice. MWAH!

Hey baby... agapboy4u24 October 13 2004, 07:50:23 UTC

Ive cried on your shoulders many times, and told you that if you ever need me, you better not hesitate to call. That offer still stands. I dont like you being depressed.

Go out, have fun, and let things come to you as they do. Quit worrying about what ifs, and just live for yourself. I am finally doing that. I am living for myself and noone else. I am untilatemly in charge of my own happiness. I am finally starting to realize that.

I love you boy! 479-6483

Re: Hey baby... stephensjournal October 13 2004, 13:53:47 UTC

I love you too babe. I hate seeing me depressed as well. I know things will get better. Thanks for your advice! MWAH!