Your name of Stephanie gives you a very idealistic but passive outlook on life. You desire culture and all the refinements of life but you are inclined to live in your dreams. Although you would like to do many things, procrastination undermines your accomplishment and success in life. You do not like to create issues and will do anything to avoid ( Read more... )

So it was pointed out to me by a certain Lebanas that I haven't been on to update recently (like you soul talk.... uhhh- hey. You need a hand with that?:-) ). So here I am. I just looked back and saw that the last time I was on I wasn't doing so hot. So I'm back, feeling a lot better. I love my friends so much, they always know how to pick me up. I ( Read more... )

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Okay, so I was bored, and I thought I'd be like Angela. I know this is incredibly annoying, but bear with me okay?



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Where am I in this fog? Who am I? Do you know me? Am I as horrible a person as I feel I am? ahhh. I'm just a shadow that passes in your sunlight, blocking the happiness and clarity. I am the transgressor, do you know? Just a wind that send a shiver up your spine, but is gone as soon as the air stills. I fell again. For a good boy. I don't know how ( Read more... )

Right, so apparently all I know how to do is fuck up, so now I've been asked to leave school again. Of course the Dean said "we don't want to ask you to leave but....". So now I have to decide what to do with the rest of my fucked up life. If there was anyway to stay and go part-time, I would do that, but I can't afford an appartment right now. So ( Read more... )

So how weird have the past two days been? I mean honestly. Crisis management is working overtime, not that I mind. I love you R and I would do anything for you. I'm sorry that stuff is shitty. It will get better though, and I just want you to know how much you mean to me ( Read more... )

I can't believe I made it through this incredibly long drawn out weekend. NB you will be happy to hear that sometime during the haze of Friday night I did stumble across the moral high road. I turned down three guys, managed to kick one out of my room, turned down that bad stuff... and found myself incredibly energized and satisfied. However, the ( Read more... )

So R just left to go home to P to visit T in the hospital. I let her borrow my car to go down, I hope that it makes it okay. I also hope she keeps her head and doesn't go after that asshole. Not so good ( Read more... )

Hmmm. I'm sick yucky. I've thrown up twice and passed out once, and all health services can tell me to do is take nasal spray. What's with that ( Read more... )