Holy crap it's already past 5 AM!
So I'm gonna start paying back some debt I have to PSU. So I'm gonna be like, extra poor now.
I'm gonna start pursuing becoming a server at work. I hope that will help.
Or I could, ya know, get a better job. Hrmm.
I love my coworkers though. I really do. I feel like I "fit in" more at the avalon than I do at the restaurant. Kinda makes me sad.
I keep sneaking away when I work at the avalon to go see parts of Speed Racer. I can't get e-fucking-nough of that movie.
I used to get kegs for cheap...now I get kegs for hella cheap. (They cut the prices in half!!!)
Actively seeking counseling...
I did nothing today and it was awesome. I spent my entire day lying in bed and reading stuff online (including the entirety of the comic subnormality) and it was awesome. Tomorrow I hope to be productive.
I need to clean my room and rearrange it. And then I need to go through my stuff and sell what I don't need. Like old dvds. Dvds are so last tuesday.
I want to dance more. Like, blues dancing, mostly, I think. And raves.
You know that song "Sunscreen"? Where the guy just says a bunch of advice...that one part where he says, "Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth." I think I'm finally beginning to realize that. Basically, I FEEL OOOOOOOLLLLLD. And I'm 24. Should I feel old? D:
Looking back, I think I like the odd numbered years I've lived better. Is that weird?
I feel old cause, well, I've realized how quickly time passes. I've been with Andrew for just over a year now (woo!), and it seems like I just met him yesterday. I know I should live each day like my last, but I also know I won't think this way tomorrow. :/
Do you think it would be awkward if I came over to your house just to do nothing with you? I want to do nothing with people more. I recharge my energy around people, soooo let's hang out more. And don't feel like you have to entertain me, I don't get bored that easily. :P
I want to start a web comic. It doesn't have to be any good, or have any deep meaning or anything...but I wanna start one.
I saw WallE with some friends...I kinda feel like it was a waste of my money. >_>
I also saw Wanted...which I also should not have seen in theaters.
Oh yeah! I climbed a mountain on the first day of summer. It was amazing. I climbed Saddle Mt., my first actual mountain, as short as it was. Gasp! It was super fun and I wanna go again soon.
Baxter came and visited for a little while...he's doing good and shouldn't be going back to Iraq. In fact, he'll be back in the portland area for good come january/february. Yay!
I went to last thursday for the first time last month. Finally. It was a lot of fun, and I hope to keep going. Also, I haven't been to first thursday in a while. Who wants to go with me to either of these?
I watched Independence Day on the fourth of july after seeing portland fireworks. It was awesome. :P
I want to make more art.
I also need to wear a bigger variety of clothes. I'm mostly talking a bigger variety of colors here. I have too much black or gray that apparently feels so comfortable I never change it. I need more COLOR, even, or especially, if it clashes horribly. Although one generally needs money for new clothes, and I frankly have none to spend on that stuff.
I feel like a lot of my problems are caused by lack of monies... And yet I'm not kicking ass and taking names in order to make more money. I have motivation problems with my personal life, and I'm apparently apathetic about it.
Ummmm yeah. That's all for now.
I'm gonna start pursuing becoming a server at work. I hope that will help.
Or I could, ya know, get a better job. Hrmm.
I love my coworkers though. I really do. I feel like I "fit in" more at the avalon than I do at the restaurant. Kinda makes me sad.
I keep sneaking away when I work at the avalon to go see parts of Speed Racer. I can't get e-fucking-nough of that movie.
I used to get kegs for cheap...now I get kegs for hella cheap. (They cut the prices in half!!!)
Actively seeking counseling...
I did nothing today and it was awesome. I spent my entire day lying in bed and reading stuff online (including the entirety of the comic subnormality) and it was awesome. Tomorrow I hope to be productive.
I need to clean my room and rearrange it. And then I need to go through my stuff and sell what I don't need. Like old dvds. Dvds are so last tuesday.
I want to dance more. Like, blues dancing, mostly, I think. And raves.
You know that song "Sunscreen"? Where the guy just says a bunch of advice...that one part where he says, "Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth." I think I'm finally beginning to realize that. Basically, I FEEL OOOOOOOLLLLLD. And I'm 24. Should I feel old? D:
Looking back, I think I like the odd numbered years I've lived better. Is that weird?
I feel old cause, well, I've realized how quickly time passes. I've been with Andrew for just over a year now (woo!), and it seems like I just met him yesterday. I know I should live each day like my last, but I also know I won't think this way tomorrow. :/
Do you think it would be awkward if I came over to your house just to do nothing with you? I want to do nothing with people more. I recharge my energy around people, soooo let's hang out more. And don't feel like you have to entertain me, I don't get bored that easily. :P
I want to start a web comic. It doesn't have to be any good, or have any deep meaning or anything...but I wanna start one.
I saw WallE with some friends...I kinda feel like it was a waste of my money. >_>
I also saw Wanted...which I also should not have seen in theaters.
Oh yeah! I climbed a mountain on the first day of summer. It was amazing. I climbed Saddle Mt., my first actual mountain, as short as it was. Gasp! It was super fun and I wanna go again soon.
Baxter came and visited for a little while...he's doing good and shouldn't be going back to Iraq. In fact, he'll be back in the portland area for good come january/february. Yay!
I went to last thursday for the first time last month. Finally. It was a lot of fun, and I hope to keep going. Also, I haven't been to first thursday in a while. Who wants to go with me to either of these?
I watched Independence Day on the fourth of july after seeing portland fireworks. It was awesome. :P
I want to make more art.
I also need to wear a bigger variety of clothes. I'm mostly talking a bigger variety of colors here. I have too much black or gray that apparently feels so comfortable I never change it. I need more COLOR, even, or especially, if it clashes horribly. Although one generally needs money for new clothes, and I frankly have none to spend on that stuff.
I feel like a lot of my problems are caused by lack of monies... And yet I'm not kicking ass and taking names in order to make more money. I have motivation problems with my personal life, and I'm apparently apathetic about it.
Ummmm yeah. That's all for now.