i will be in nashville for the next 4 days

freakin amazing

i am so excited

i wish i could bring people with me haha

anywho just felt like posting this joyous news; and now i will attempt to sleep to be @ the airport for 6:30am

and i dont even care its early...this is serious

hehe!

okay, maybe i can't....but i;ll work on that later

maybe i can figure things out after all...

i think it;s sad how disgusted i am with photos/film of myself

i hate the fact that i can bitch about something but not come to terms with it
that irks me alot

i have come to the terms with the fact that i need to stop thinking and start doing

it;s hard for me Not to be jealous..but you will never see me show it

also

i realized: it;s a ruse

FUCK OFF

stephie --

[noun]:

A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult

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im so fuckin sick of the up and down happy/sad ratio

i just want to punch something

just once id like to feel normal, and not have a stressor that i over react aboot and be dramatic aboot thatd be fuckin awesome

what the fuck