Maybe.

Feb 03, 2011 18:46

maybe.
f(x);  1120 words. [Sulli/Krystal]
it's just still scary for her.



Krystal never noticed it before.

Her eyes are glued on the screen of the laptop, watching the video carefully with a thoughtful face. It never crossed her mind before how close she and her childhood friend / her best friend are. Krystal raised a perfectly shaped eyebrow at the sight of Sulli putting an arm around her.

“Soojung-ah, you can’t grow any taller, okay?”

“Why?”

“You’re the perfect height for me to put my heart around your shoulders.”

“Ok.”

She remembers that scene quite well and she realizes how cheesy it was. She sees more scenes of her and Sulli together and she faintly smiles at each of them. She realizes that they have a lot of scenes together in their show. Some scenes are playful, others plain adorable but most are, for lack of better term, quite flirtatious.

Krystal thinks that if Sulli was a guy and they were caught doing what they were doing in the show, her mom would probably disown her already.

She never noticed how close they really are. She never even noticed how close she lets Sulli get to her. She blushes at the video some more and she mentally smacks herself for doing so. Why is she blushing anyway? She can’t remember blushing during the actual act so why is she blushing over seeing it?

Why was she watching videos about them anyway?

Krystal doesn’t know when it started but lately, she’s been thinking about her bubbly friend more. Living in their house with her parents and away from her members doesn’t really allow Krystal to spend time with Sulli a lot. Krystal thought at first that maybe it’s just her missing her best friend but even when they’re sitting side by side in their waiting room or walking hand in hand along the hall, her mind is still on Choi Sulli.

She clicks on the next video and it was a cut from when they were eating. There were smiles on their faces as Sulli leans in and presses her lips on Krystal’s cheek with a loud ‘smooch’ she watches herself squeal wildly and she feels embarrassed about it now. She’s blushing throughout the short video and she blushes even more when she sees herself roughly grab Sulli by the face and plant a similar kiss on the slightly older girl’s face with an even louder ‘smooch’.

“What is this- I don’t even-” She doesn’t finish her sister as she closes her hands in a fist. She stared at the screen for a few seconds before her hand quickly guides the mouse clicks on the replay button.

“Jjung~!”

The sudden slamming open of the door and loud squeal made Krystal let out a squeal of her own as she hastily closes the video and slams the laptop shut. “S-Ssul.”

Sulli raises an eyebrow at her stutter and blush. “Why are you blushing?” She casts a look on the laptop and an evil grin makes its way to her face. “Could it be, Jung Soojung,” Sulli stage whispers as she takes off her shoes and slowly makes her way towards Krystal. “That you’re watching... Naughty stuffs?”

“N-NO!” Krystal shouts in defence.  “Y-YAH, CHOI JIN RI!”

Sulli explodes in laughter as she sat beside the even redder Krystal. “Oh gosh, Jjung! You should have seen your face!” She says in between laughter.

Krystal pouts and glares at the girl beside her. Maybe she’s sick in the head or something. How is it that she can’t stop thinking of a dork? Why can’t it be a prince charming? She hits Sulli with a pillow. “Babo! Babo!”

“Okay, okay. Stop, please.” Sulli smiles as she catches Krystal’s hands. “Stop hitting already. I’ll stop laughing.”

Krystal relents and they sit side by side. Sulli turns to her with a warm smile and Krystal’s feels her insides churn. “Anyway, I heard you were here so I headed here as soon as I finished my filming. It’s been too long since we spent time with each other, right?”

Krystal blushes at the information. “W-what are you saying?” She asks bashfully. “We spend every day together.”

“Aish, shy Soojung.” Sulli nudges her. “You know exactly what I mean!”

Krystal looks at Sulli’s wide smile and lets out a sigh, finally giving up on being hard on her friend for the teasing she received earlier. “Fine. You’re right, Ssul. It has been a long time since we spent time together. Just the two of us.”

Sulli grabs her arm happily and leans her head on Krystal’s shoulder as she starts talking.

“Well, it’s good that we’re finally able to! I have so much to tell you! And I missed you a lot too, Jjung!” Sulli pouts at her and Krystal fights the sudden urge to lean in. “You don’t know how much I missed you! I was this close to barging in your house but I’m sure Mommy Jung and Daddy Jung wouldn’t want that. But, anyway...”

Sulli’s words get lost in Krystal’s ears as the American girl fondly stares at her friend without listening. Krystal never noticed any of the things going on between them but now, she is noticing all of them. And Krystal is happy with it.

Maybe she didn’t notice it before because they were naturally close already. Maybe she didn’t notice all the touches and looks before because they have always been there. Maybe she didn’t notice her feelings because, well, she has always felt this way for Sulli.

Then, maybe...

“-Jjung! Yah, Jjung!” Sulli shakes her violently and she stares at the pouting girl. “Is anything wrong?” Sulli asks with a small frown. “You weren’t listening at all and you’re spacing out.”

Krystal just smiles at Sulli and Sulli raises an eyebrow at her. “Y-yah, Jjung. If there’s something you want to say then just spill already. You’re making me worry.”

“Maybe you’re the one.”  Krystal then whispers in English.

“W-what?” Sulli stutters, taken aback by the sudden change of language. “Jjung, you know my English is very limited. You might want to translate or-”

Krystal cuts Sulli off with a sudden kiss on the cheek. Sulli blushes at the action and their current close proximity and touches the spot Krystal’s lips landed on. “Jjung?”

“Maybe, perhaps.” Krystal whispers again across their small distance with a warm smile as she places on hand on Sulli’s other cheek and gazes at her lovingly.

Sulli pouts becomes a stuttering mess but she doesn’t push Krystal away nor does she remove the warm hand on her cheek and this make Krystal smile, wider and brighter than ever.

Maybe it is true,
You were always so close to me so I didn’t know.
Baby, I’m in love with you.

pairing: jungli, fanfic: f(x)

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