It's been awhile. My summer so far is okay, heading off to Joe's soon for Dave's birthday. And no, that will never stop being awkward it seems. For the most part, i wouldn't have it any other way ( Read more... )

Well, it's been awhile. I miss Satwant very much. Our friendship was just beginning, and it's sad to see her go. I just hope she comes back in one piece. Maybe she'll be browner. Will we make more jokes then? I wonder. On her last day we took her to the show at the Rollerama. It sucked, but we had fun in the parking lot and getting free stuff from ( Read more... )

What's almost as out as your mother's uterus? Yes, that's right, school. I am excited. I can't wait to stop studying for exams. I'm so tired and restless. Eric said i looked like i got hit with the sleepy train today. Fuck him. Fuck the sleepy train ( Read more... )

Haven't written in awhile. What's new ( Read more... )

Filling the void.

I should probably sleep soon. But i won't. I'm that rebellious ( Read more... )

The day was good until after school. I ended up breaking down in the dentist's office crying. Then i went to Shopper's to buy tampons before work, and Derek Rose saw me, all puffy eyed and my hands full of Tampax. An adventure, yes. One i wish to have again...no ( Read more... )

I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

I feel so sorry
for feeling so sorry for myself.
You are more than just a fixture in my life
you are the blood running through my veins
I look at all that i have done
and all that you have done for me.

I'd say it again and again
but it couldn't possibly amount to
how sorry i am
for all the crap i put you through.

"But what if it's you?"
I loosen your tie
"I thought i was doing the right thing",
i loosen your collar and the button comes undone.

I'll let you know when you're wrong
just let me know when i'm right
Be the reason that never stops talking to me
you spoke out loud tonight.