me and Leah broke up on x-mas eve. :-( I finally got the guts. I cried all x-mas eve and x-mas I'm crushed! I hate admiting I can't do something. I hate that I'm not ready to have a relationship and I hate she and I are wrong for each other. I wanted her to be the one and still do. I'm so fucked up in the head. God Damn! I hate that she's pobably ( Read more... )

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I love to torture myelf! I fucking volunteered to work at the flower shop for the holidays. Why???? I'm fucking crazy??? 11 hrs of work a day all last week and all this week till x-ms! I'm fuckin tired and easily irritated! Bah fucking humbug ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking hooked to TOP MODEL (I cant believe I'm admiting to it)! Eva's hot but fucking stupid, YaYa's really smart and I think she's kinda a femminist except the modeling bullshit, I think Amandas really cool too but I have issues with her fake blonde hair ( Read more... )

I got one paper down 2 more to go and like 2 and 1/2 packets left of homework. I can't wait till break!!!!!

I called the flower shop and told them I'd work for the holidays if they needed me cuz I need the x-tra moolah!

I wanna get a tatoo and something peirced!

Well I'm guna get back to the world of homework!

I'm swimming in homework........................ and drowning!!!!!

Anybody got any romantic Chrismas date or gift Ideas?

Sorry bout last entry it was little outta control I was just fuckin around figurin out the pic situaion ( Read more... )

I poop my pants! Poopin your pants is cool Dawg!

I finally got to see my crew! I missed ya'll so much it was so good seeing you my lil poopsies! It was nice chillin where i belong! Ya'll are like my 2nd family! It was nice molesting them again! Damn Em Dawgg decides to come outta the closet after we havent seen each other for so long and I'm in a relationship! God Damn she looked hot! Oh well ( Read more... )

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