omg my life is so crazzy right now its like gerrrrrr.... i just don't know what to do. ok so i havn't told him yet but i'm going to soon, the only problem is the hole thing has gotten blown out ot poportion, I mean there is this guy i like but there are a bunch of guys that i would go out with and a bunch more that i would do stuff with. So you see ( Read more... )

ok so i love reading my horoscope, and it was saying that i should make the big move in my love life that my chanses are good. yeppee!! but i shouldn't get my hopes up to high, 'cause if i do then it will be all like...someother guy. i found out that some other guy likes me...that remindes my i have to tell you ppl about the party. ok so i went to ( Read more... )

ok so today was kinda intreasting i guess. i left early otherwise 6th hr would have been fun. so ya i went up to john yesturday and was all like "did you leave early saturday"? hes like "ya way". "um because i was looking for you" i said. then he said, well if a dance is what you whant i can give you one" omg try telling me i was freacking out ( Read more... )

omg! prom was so fun. ok I'll start at the begeing and tell you EVERYTHING ( Read more... )

Ha whats up? ok so i'm feeling a little better today (i've been sick)which is good because i can't be sick for saturday. Whats saturday you ask? PROM!! this is the 2ed year in a row that i have sunck into prom. well i mean i payed but i'm only in the 10th gread so i'm not really supposto be going to prom. but who cares it is going to be sooo much ( Read more... )

Grrrr!!! everyone is like "who's the guy?" it dosen't really matter who the guy is because nothen is going to happen because he likes someone else. not that i blam him i mean there are a lot of girls better looking then me, in are school alone. but i will tell...(that remindes me of a funny story, but i'll tell you latter)...you this much he is ( Read more... )

ok so i have his # now, and i'm scard to call him. i mean what am i going to say, 'cause i can't tell him the truth. i can't be all " o hi i just called 'cause i'm in love with you and i needed to hear your voice" what the hell would he say to that. My luck he would say "sorry i got to go my girlfriend is on the other line" a****pe!! and then what ( Read more... )

omg!! ok so 6th hr. i was talking to him and i was all like ( Read more... )

ok i don't have i clue what to do now! i talked to ari and shes like "o my god you are to good enoph for him" then i was talking to lu and shes all "o my god no hes an ass and should be with a bitchy girl." arn't i bitchy? am i not bitchy enoph, am i to bitchy, 'cause that has been a problem befor too. why can't i get the guy, why am i not good ( Read more... )

OMG i should learn my lesson, I should just know when to stop, but i don't. well i know WHEN to stop i just cant. it's like, you want something so bad and you know its not good for you but it's right there, you cant just walk away, can you? no you cant you have to have that thing that you want do bad, thats right in front of you. Everything in side ( Read more... )