i think ill make this journal entry public... i need to reach out to my public, we need to open the internet highway to every one with a computer... i need aim plus or dead aim... i wanna put 2 screen names on... but i hate that linked shit... Jeremy wants to leave his up for his buddy profile... n i cant freakin do it... so as a united internet, ( Read more... )

? I committed suicide ( Read more... )

Patriots won... i dont really care, just thought id type it... i dont care about sports... hell... what sport do they play again? lol... no j/k... i know what they play, soccer *wink wink* i went to my aunts yesterday b4 the game and got my hair trimmed... about 3 inches... and my bangs cut so i could see... (she cuts hair ( Read more... )

WELL... today is ok... not the worse day ive had... pretty good so far actually... i came to Jeremys house and am here now... the babys in a good mood... and its a NICE day out... hell yea... i cant wait till winter is over so i can spend time outside... the baby will have to be protected from the sun... but shit... imma b tanning if i can loose ( Read more... )

i am at Jeremys today... i dono why im so damn cranky... poor guy... im so BORED... i wanna do something... but hes gotta work tonight so we cant... were goin to my dads house on sunday for the superbowl... i'll prolly sleep there ( Read more... )

i hate how ppl play mind games ( Read more... )

i went to the basketball game at comp lastnight with the baby Jeremy n Phil... it was interesting with the baby... he was so good... i was kinda expecting him to be a little fussy... but he watched the game... and flirted with the lady behind us... but we had fun ( Read more... )

well i had an awesome night last night... i gotta while nights sleep... i let Jeremy take the baby over night so i could sleep... i mean... im still tired... but thats b/c of my depression... im going to a dr. today and hes gonna get me on the meds i need to cheer up, not be depressed... it will be great... ill be awake and not feel so shitty... ( Read more... )

i am SO sick... i have a horrible cold... and i have a tooth ache... i wanna just go to bed... but i slept all damn day and cant sleep anymore... i wanna lay in bed and get catered to... lol... but thats not happening ( Read more... )

now im at Jeremys... but after im going to my moms... and it was SUPPOSED to be just me n her n the baby... but shit hadta get messed up... so my neice n nephew r gonna be there... i havent spent alone time with my mom in forever... i mean... the baby is a part of me... so it would be me n my mom... but nothing ever goes right.. maybe thats why im ( Read more... )