"Cupids Death Pose"

[stepin2mythrone]

I really can't take it anymore, I fucking miss her (C.D.P) so god damn much. I hate the fact that she just stopped caring. It makes me feel so bad. I feel like a whole new person now, everything's different but not so good. I feel alone and miserable; I really don't deserve this. Sometimes I feel like life is just picking on me and I was brought in

Comments

[anonymous]

DONT FEEL BAD. EVERYONE GOES THRU THIS. IM GOING THROUGH HARD TIMES WITH BOYS. I WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO KILL THEM. IF ONLY I COULD DESRIBE TO YOU THE PAIN. THE NOT CALLING THE DREADED "TAP OF THE BACK HELLO" ITS ANNOYING, ITS HURTFUL, ITS THE APPITAMY OF SADNESS. I TRY TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT WITH HIM BUT IT NEVER WORKS OUT HE FINDS SOME WAY TO..APPARENTLY..BE HIMSELF. HES NOT MEAN HE JUST DOESNT CARE AND THATS THE PROBLEM. I AM THE NICEST GIRLFRIEND AND ALL I DO IS CARE AND HE TAKES IT ALL FOR GRANTED. PEOPLE SAY HES A LOSER AND I CAN DO BETTER BUT YA KNOW WHAT I WANT HIM AND I WANT HIM TO WANT ME. THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS..YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN I CANT EVEN CRY. I WISH I COULD, MAYBE IT WOULD HELP. I WANT TO BE IN LOVE AND I WANT TO NOW! MAYBE THIS GIRL IS SAD TOO AND YOU JUST DONT KNOW.IF YOU ARE MEANT TO BE IT WILL COME EVENTUALLY.