no one reads me anymore, so that means i can now post without any inhibitions. whee ( Read more... )

lyonel left for boot camp monday. it's only been two days and i already miss him more than i've ever missed anyone before. i can't believe how much i love him. i never really thought that i'd get into a relationship where i actually loved someone, and wanted to be with them, and they'd want the same thing. i've always been in relationships where ( Read more... )

why is it that everyone in this town has to be a sugar snorting sheep fucking mother loving inbred ass monkey?

i hate texas.

i just did a bunch of excercise ( Read more... )

a story for all the kiddies ( Read more... )

so i did something stupid last night. again. i'm really not the person i expected myself to be.

sometimes..when i sit and wonder what my plans for the night are, i wonder.. what happened to my day? i have such a habbit of living when the sun goes down, that i think a lot of my life is going to waste. i'm moving out today. i didn't wake up until eleven. my room still isn't clean and i'm no where near being packed. i'm not sure what's going to ( Read more... )

hey, to anyone that reads this, i really appreciate you trying to keep up with me. i'm really bad at this whole... writing regularly...thing ( Read more... )

so i'm looking for a new job because i'm seriously going to wig out.

steven king style.

i'm trying to become a live - in nanny. yo soy mary poppins. teehee.

so i went to the tush doctor today.

and i puked in a parking lot. in the a.m. no less.

i also found some kick-ass nanny jobs.

i call today a success.