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&all the spilled
it is so christmas break.
why am i awake before 11? i do not know.
i've just been looking at some old photos.
one's i can't show because photobucket hates everything right now.
i know that no one will read this.
i've decided to let go of all earthly meaning.
because it doesn't have one.
everything here isn't true and doesn't exist, really.
our thoughts keep us truly alive in this lie.
and they make the lie more fitting for us.
which make the lie even more untrue (as if there are degrees to truth).
without our thoughts who knows what would happen.
if just simply the means to survive existed and no thought, we would be no better than rats (as if we ever were).
but if our thoughts existed to us and nothing else did...why, this is the case now.
if people knew their thoughts and understood, this is the only true thing you have in life, then maybe they would use them.
build them.
create more.
and smile.
while thoughts can be depressing, it's always good to know you have something and only one thing can stay true to you.
no one else can have your truth, they have lies and when you see them you see lies.
but they have their own truth, their own set of lies to focus on.
people never realize how much of their own life was actually a lie that a thought made true.
we skip the step of actually thinking of what the person just actually said to us.
no matter what was said it was a lie.
the noise, "my cat is on my dresser right now."
who knows if they have a cat, a dresser, a right now.
ultimately they have nothing.
and even if they did their all separate and translated in a different ways through different ears.
my cat is simply an idea and has no truth to it.
right now doesn't exist.
man made measurements, who ever said they were true?
they're simply guestimates, attempts to make things go easier.
but if we weren't so lazy we'd realize we all have the potential of being true.
of existing.
..sex, and weight
............it all will fall.
........................fall right into place.
it is so christmas break.
why am i awake before 11? i do not know.
i've just been looking at some old photos.
one's i can't show because photobucket hates everything right now.
i know that no one will read this.
i've decided to let go of all earthly meaning.
because it doesn't have one.
everything here isn't true and doesn't exist, really.
our thoughts keep us truly alive in this lie.
and they make the lie more fitting for us.
which make the lie even more untrue (as if there are degrees to truth).
without our thoughts who knows what would happen.
if just simply the means to survive existed and no thought, we would be no better than rats (as if we ever were).
but if our thoughts existed to us and nothing else did...why, this is the case now.
if people knew their thoughts and understood, this is the only true thing you have in life, then maybe they would use them.
build them.
create more.
and smile.
while thoughts can be depressing, it's always good to know you have something and only one thing can stay true to you.
no one else can have your truth, they have lies and when you see them you see lies.
but they have their own truth, their own set of lies to focus on.
people never realize how much of their own life was actually a lie that a thought made true.
we skip the step of actually thinking of what the person just actually said to us.
no matter what was said it was a lie.
the noise, "my cat is on my dresser right now."
who knows if they have a cat, a dresser, a right now.
ultimately they have nothing.
and even if they did their all separate and translated in a different ways through different ears.
my cat is simply an idea and has no truth to it.
right now doesn't exist.
man made measurements, who ever said they were true?
they're simply guestimates, attempts to make things go easier.
but if we weren't so lazy we'd realize we all have the potential of being true.
of existing.
..sex, and weight
............it all will fall.
........................fall right into place.