I suppose this seems alittle crazy, far too early really but it has to be said now ( Read more... )

All this doing very little is messing up my sleep patterns terribly... and i hate missing out on the day it just makes me feel like i'm wasting more time and thats a feeling i don't need right now, there just doesn't seem to be the time and yet i've hardly been in work atall for reasons i keep meaning to mention but when i try it makes me so mad i ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

Now today, the day before the wedding, i feel very odd. I went for a manicure and pedicure with my sisters today... and MANICURE... and PEDICURE! Can you believe it? is it really so. yes. yes it is. We had french manicures which aren't terribly girly and silly but i still feel odd, my nails have never looked so.... fresh. I keep looking at them ( Read more... )

It funny how people we were so close to once just disappear out of our lives seamlessly... I hate it when someone you once knew so well suddenly becomes a stranger, well mostly, heh sometimes it's a relief.

You should all go to Tilbury fort tomorrow or friday night at about 7... I went up for the rehearsal of the play/plays diving through time on monday and i wasn't expecting much atall, silly community play, i thought, flung together with no realy care? Well i was proven completely wrong the show is broken into plays that go on around you as they ( Read more... )

I fancy a game of Poker... I hate nights out that end too soon. Wasn't myself tonight... not sure whats with me, just need to be shaken perhaps?

First person to offer to take me out dancing and suceed in doing so wins a prize... i'm drunk, i need to be out!!!

I observe and i analize constantly i have to have a theory about why you do everything you do and what it says about you, i want to know you and understand what makes you tick, i'm fascinated by our body language and way our experiences effect the way we act and react. I love to listen to your theories, i want to know what you beleive, perhaps its ( Read more... )

I'm in the downstairs cupboard for roughly 5 mins before i start to think to myself... what the fuck am i looking for? 5 mins for it to dawn on me that i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing there, yeah i know everyone gets that.. sometimes. This is a regular occurence in the world of Bex, trust me on this my mind goes on long walks without me, i ( Read more... )