i'm comin' home!! sweet. I can't wait to see my friends. i'll mis swass crew a ton too.. but home sounds so nice. i have yet to back anything and i can't find my sister anywhere and she has to come get me. i'm sure things will work our. i'm hopin to see jess in quincy over the break too. (sigh) i dont think i'll have much computer access over the ( Read more... )

At night you can't hide from the monsters inside you. I tried to drown them out with music, but they know all my tricks... I can' t meet my own deadlines, and i'm tired of feeling sorry. I'm not looking forward to christmass this year, i dont think my presents will be well recieved by all. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

rich did'nt say a word about my leaving early on thursday night, in fact we chilled and watched some japnimation movies on the big screen. shits good, i however look horendous. i think it's been like 5 days since i showered, and my room is at least 90 degrees. going between the my hot room and the cold outside makes for a face only a mother could ( Read more... )

i hate killing time! where is everybody ( Read more... )

yeah dude. i just want to say that drunk kids are my favorite thing in th world. last night my roomate got in a fight with the party kids for whome he had baught the alcohol. kids were bangin on my door untill 3am wanting to kick his ass and my ass for being his roomate. From now on i'm just gonna call campus police, the only reason i didn't is ( Read more... )

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yup, i definately wrote a long assed livejournal entry last night but for some reason my program didn't work and it never actually got posted...... sweet fuckin deal. It was just some more dismal crap about how i dont want to get older. I am supposed to balace full time school with a full time job so i can live in the city in an apartment and still ( Read more... )

why am i still cooperating? I plan on moving to the city, living in an apartment, paying for utilities and rent. This means a i need another shitty job. I have no skills, so in order to pay for college ( i need to be enroled full time if i want to have health coverage from my dad's union) i will need to work full time and balance school work..... ( Read more... )

all things lost,
nothing gained
every passing day intensifies my pain
il look towards tomorrow
yet cling to yesterday
hoping sometime i'll find my way
each day a reminder of my mistakes
each day a reminder of what it takes
nothing to look forward to from what i can see
the old days ended to soon for mei miss the days when nothing mattered. All my ( Read more... )

It has been snowing down here at UMD. Ilike the snow, not so much for sledding or snowball fights but because of the mood. As far as how i am doing... I'm ok, hot coco with jess was a long time coming, that girl dissapears all the time but when shes around things are better. Honestly, nobody here is as lonely as they say, we are all just trying to ( Read more... )