does he miss me? That's all I want to know. probably not. Once we agreed to be friends there was no turning around. It hasn't been long enough. I know he was sick of the up and downs. It hasn't even been a week, how can he miss me? How can I say I miss him? this is strange. School will be strange. I wonder if I'm even bearable as a friend ( Read more... )

we've established that I have depression...
you'd think that getting porcelin dolls in the mail wouldn't be anything but that.
No! I cried and was upset that such a stupid thing could ever come into the mail. only thing that I really didn't mind getting in that package was the sweatshirt.
My body hurts. I'm bleedin.g

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I suppose I should tell the world that my car is ok now. It's driveable, I just had to put transmission fluid in it.. it was deathly low .. it has reverse now too.
I'm really worried about my mom with all the flooding in Southeastern MN. How is she? anybody know? How bad is it up in Wabasha and Kellogg? Are you guys ok?
Hello!!

I guess you can only have a car so long ( Read more... )

bumming out here. bored sick of whitney's moodiness. tired of sitting here on the computer typing my feelings out so anyone of my friends can read them. I'm so negative, even here. it's not my location that bothers me its my attitude. Whitney is pissy so now I'm pissy. I'm following around these feelings for my boyfriend, I feel like a fool. ( Read more... )

I'll skip back twenty days, laying on my bed pondering my life away. The heat turns to chill as autumn rolls around and I'm still hanging in the clouds about where I want to go to school. why is this so hard? because now I'm on a rock... a smallish rock in the middle of the ocean. oh, lack of motivation and lack of variety of people I visit with is ( Read more... )

I'm having some trouble sleeping cause of this Washington trip. I don't have any clue as to whether or not credits from Wa. will transfer into MN curriculm if I were to come back to MN and get a degree in something. I just am so unsure of what I want to do I feel like I'm going no where. I've got no goal, so I feel like I'm aiming nowhere. It's not ( Read more... )

I just want to know, If I can make it with Michael. If we don't truely clash. If I'm too bored of him, if I'll end up always running to him for the answers. If I'll ever be brave enough to tell him, that I've ( Read more... )

ok, yeah I can understand being a little stressed out for a grad party. but not really this much. Ugh.
My party is on Saturday. Please come so you can drink the rediculious amount of beer we have. 240 cans of beer and notta can of Mt. Dew in sight, we have 12 cans of diet Mt. dew, but no real Mt. Dew. And The total bullshit ( Read more... )