Weird lately...
Had a decent weekend with great kids
But it's weird how I can't be too happy anymore
I can't even pretend to be happy
or even trick myself into thinking I can be.
basically at a constant hollowness,
tiresome days, accompanied by general weakness

What happens in Fredonia stays in Fredonia
I stay quiet as long as you guys do...

Life's been weird lately, for a time I found myself real down ( Read more... )

Lets say that on friday I was playing poker ( Read more... )

Goo Goo doll were amazing. They started playing their set and suddenly the sky cleared up, putting we were under the stars. Fireworks were shooting slightly to the left at the beginning and the finalle hit during broadway. Very good show by the Goos and Counting Crows were really good too. Congradulations Chris Knab on playing the drums in Willy ( Read more... )

Life's been at an all time low
I think im leaving for a little bit
Leaving tonight, coming home sunday noonish.
I wish everything could be good again.
I've had a constant cold sweat for the last 5 days, I need the pain to go away.

I got a new bike! but I bent to rim on the tire. Oh yeah and I own a car! but the steering wheel smokes and it stalls when the gas remaining in the car is lass than or equal to 6 gallons of gas. Oh man I found my iPod and I've been using it alot! but it just got stolen ( Read more... )

Surgery has been good so far, wednesday everything went as well as it could and thursday I felt far better than wednesday and today I felt FAR better than thursday and can walk, sit and stand now for as long as I really want, so nothing should stop me from doing things. I really can't run or do front hand springs or jump around or even move fast ( Read more... )

Surgery time! I hope I come out of it alive ;)

Ive been thinking alot lately, acticually more along the lines of feeling things. I rarely like what I've been feeling, It's just a saddness/coldness in my heart kinda... but the good news is that school,s winding down and summer is approaching. Ap exams are over and my sergury is pretty soon. My sergury is scheduled for wednesday, I'll be pretty ( Read more... )

So, I have a pylonidal cyst. It's not good and can cause a lot of crap for me if its not removed. It's located near my tailbone and if it gets into an agitated state I may have to have emergancy sergery and remain in the hospital for like 7 days. To prevent that, I'm going to have it removed by sergion Richard Buckley sometime soon and the sergery ( Read more... )