Many things good have happened to me but this would be nice lol. I am a creature of few needs: good friends, good love, and my life the way it should semi be lol. I have great friends, wise and generous in their wisdom, and always someone there with a sympathetic ear, or even better advise though I am bull headed and it takes much b4 I can follow someones advise :P. The love of my friends keeps me sustained through these times. Even enough where I dont search for love but for it to just come and find me eventually when it pleases to. The only thing honestly outta wack is where I want to be with my life, higher paying wages will secure my place much sooner than expected. But I do have a question for you and for anyone else that reads this what are your beliefs? in life magic and all other things?
Re: My beliefs are...stevedapoetMarch 13 2007, 04:40:28 UTC
Actually quite well. I feel more like a shell of my former selflike I care about people now but only because I remember caring about people. Its as if a cold emptiness has struck my soul. Id be ok being a hermit with no human communication what so ever but part of me remembers a being who couldnt stand even being alone for 10 minutes. I feel as if my emotions have been sucked out of me. Jon said my personality is like a wild stallion never to be tamed but by one whos is as wild. but Its like taking that horse and gettin him fixed I guess lol.Ive been doing alot of meditation and trying to clear the fog around the issue and it is working but its slow. as I said Im an impatient person when it comes to dealings with myself where I know I can be better than that.Thats why part of me wants to visit statesboro to see if it sparks up the old me and brings life flowing through my blood. I believe we are all destined to be something greater than we usually become. It was not mere luck of the draw that I came to southern and met you and russ
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