Reflections.

[stevegodin]

Today got me thinking about myself, academically. I kept hearing about everyone's awards, and don't get me wrong, I was incredibly glad for my friends. But at the same time I kept getting more and more annoyed with myself

Comments

[xxdaybydayxx]

Oh... The life of Steve Godin

[cheeryphotog]

sounds like you need some ice cream or whatever your feel good food is

[axaleks]

aww Steve ur cute.

i know how you feel. you can't let yourself become like me though (stressed out 24/7.) and i mean ur already wicked smart and i'm sure that if you put in more study time (however little you may want to lol), you'd be giving the top 10 a run for their money. you're so smart. brilliant. i mean you get 99% on standardized tests and stuff. that's amazing. and not everything is contained in a little award thing. you as a person, all you're funny, kind, and w/e parts are worth so much more than a grade, rank, or award.
but if you put in more time studying you're just going to leap off the charts and u'll make me jealous cause you'll steal my spot in the top 10! haha!

[stevegodin]

Well, I'm pretty sure that beat any one of my 'hey, cheer up!' posts by a long shot. And yeah, I wasn't jealous of the awards or anything, they just symbolized all of the work and commitment that people were putting in, like I wasn't. And, as much as I'd like to think I could pull a total turn around and beat out the top ten in our class-Your grades have been consistently better than mine for the last two years of high school, no matter how good I do I won't be able to get up past the mid-teens. But that's alright, I'm not overly worried about that.

But, thanks for the reply. It means a lot.