since thursday, i've eaten nothing but gummy bears. i haven't showered either so i smell heaps bad. i've pretty only listened to hilary duff as well. perhaps these are the times that make me stronger and the person i'll become tomorrow. god only knows i suppose.

i want to give her a cuddle
i want to hold her hand
i want to give her a kiss good night

when i day dream, it only hurts more.

some say that absence makes the heart grow fonder. does it? some say yes, some say no. how can i be sure which one is for real???

nothing seems to make sense anymore. i feel so cold, so very cold. when will this pain go away

i just panicked and ate 300 grams of gummy bears


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will be quite emotional

a day i've been dreading is almost here. i've had time to prepare myself, i just didn't want to believe it was really going to arrive. i'm not sure what i'm going to do about it, and umm yeh

Sally Robbins is the Australian who gave up cause the going got too tough. In my honest opinion she embodies the Australian attitude. She gave up and then cried like a baby. Pathetic


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i met vic for lunch. i had bk chicken meal, whilst she opted for the chicken tenders meal. she eventually had to return to work. i thought i might go shopping for a new sweater. so i began strolling around. suddenly the whole situation of being in the mall alone became too daunting for my mind to comprehend, so i went home. i really want to buy a ( Read more... )