We all know how we'd like to react to those situations ( Read more... )

I still don't know what i want to do with my life, i want to go to university that's a certainty, but should i have gone this year? could i have gone with my grades? which uni do i want to go to? can i still get into West virginia university on a sports scholarship? what do i want to study? where will it lead me? should i get a flat with friends or ( Read more... )

So yeah it's bin a weird lil time for me, my last two updates have been me rantin and ravin and got a few people wondering if their to blame blah blah blah. Nah no-one's to blame really it's just me being unluckily me :-P lol. Nah i dunno whats going on people are going to uni i kinda wish i was going with them, and then a part of me wishes i wasn' ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm going to get posts on how i'm over reacting but i couldn't care less and here it goes ( Read more... )

Just when I'm getting my life back on track I fall into a pot hole, for once I was becoming happy. I found I had good friends in Luke/Bob/Pad/Rhian/Toria all of them they actually like me for me, my family were beginning to forgive me for the family heirlooms problems. I have a good family, good friends a promising future, maybe nothing on the ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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I am heaven sent ( Read more... )

I've figured out the hard way not to have more than 3-4 people over at a time, I've found out i'm a disappointing son, I can't be trusted. Also I do anyway but I'm going to help out the people who are kind enough to offer a party/free house to their friends coz i've found out how stressful it is. I've started the clean up but hopefully it will go ( Read more... )

So yeah, three days into my cleansing and i've already drank two glasses of champagne but aside from that i've had no drugs and whilst i did have two glasses of champagne nothing out of the ordinary happened, i didn't feel like i was going to have a fit. Which is a good thing, but I will only have small amounts if any alchohol over the coming month ( Read more... )

So yeah tonight or yesterday night as it is now, was crap as i thought it would be. I came in at 7:30pm coz everyone said they'd be there at about 8pm and that was the best time i could be in for.....then people didn't get in till 9pm and i was stuck freezing my ass off. When everyone did come well it just wasn't that good of a night, I saw a load ( Read more... )