So since the dawn of time... i have constantly bitched and complained about my super-slow gay-ass internet ( Read more... )

Yeah yeah i know... "great.. here comes another huge-ass entry" but i'll try and keep it down. Seems like i can't update when phils over here, and he's over here a lot. But now im updating! So there ( Read more... )

So like... ignore that last entry... or at least all of the "im a whiney bitch" parts. It was kind of complicated in my head... but basically i was not accepting that me and Cari are broke up. I had thought i was ok... but some part still held on. But No more ( Read more... )

Here's some lyrics ( Read more... )

Just when i think things are okay... im all of a sudden sad again. This sucks. Like i don't even have a reason to be sad. Im just... broken. Which is really confusing me because yesterday was so awesome. I think i'll just skip the quick update. Not in the mood. So yesterday rocked. After wakin up, I went out to Breakfast/Dinner at McDonalds. ( Read more... )

So i kinda just woke up... and it's like 2 o clock. Ho... ly... Crap ( Read more... )

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Liveliness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% ( Read more... )

Im not going to delete the last post i did... just because this is a journal and thats how i actually felt at the time. I hope no one got mad or looked to hard into it. I can get emotional sometimes i suppose. And i don't feel sorry i typed it and i'm not sorry i felt that way. Because i had every right to be hurt and to be angry. But im ( Read more... )

I am really fucking depressed right now.... but im not going to post about why right now. Although i hate the fact that people will keep on hurting me... over and over, and then when it seems like I couldn't hurt any more, they would just kick me when im down ( Read more... )

Oh man.. im so still tired lol ( Read more... )