i drew a gun on his hand and a target on my chest around my heart
did i mention that artistically inclined boys turn me on sooooo much?
well yeah, they do
he drew the tattoo he has on his chest, it's fucking sexy
a lot of crazy shit has been happening the past few days, he just had a really bad day
we decided it'd be fun to go tweaker bombing(throw water balloons at people), it was a hot day, come on dude
(in the back of my head i knew it was a bad idea)
off we went, me, brian, miriam and dani to buy water balloons, went to fill them up at brian's house
so right on brian's street dani threw a water balloon at some bro that was getting in his car or some shit, the dude got PISSED, chased us at like 90 mph, we pulled into the wal-mart parking lot and as we were exiting there was some person blocking us from leaving, the dude was right behind us and threw a full beer can at brian's car, we pulled up next to us and tried to cut us off, and threw another can, then got out of his seat and started punching brian's window, we sped off, brian almost lost control of his car and hit a curb going about 45, at this point his car started to shake a bit, we were gonna get on the freeway, we got right in front of us and we switched over 2 lanes to the right, losing him, he chilled behind this huge motorhome for a little over a half hour in some parking lot. finally we decided to take it to pepboys to see how bad the damage was, the guy thought it was just the alignment, we dropped off dani and miriam at dani's house, headed back to brian's house and told his dad that there's something wrong with the tire causing the car to shake, whatever, he said he'd get it fixed, so dani came and got us at brian's house, we drove around for a bit then they dropped me off at home.
everything was ok, then around 12:30 i got a bad feeling and tried calling dani but she didn't pick up, guess what had happened? dani had the bright idea to go tweaker bombing again, brian was in the back seat this time, one dude they threw a water balloon at decided to chase them, punched josh's window out with brass knuckles in the process of trying to punch josh(which he successfully did) i was ok with josh getting hurt because he was the one who cheated on brian 3 times that one night. but glass had gotten into brian's eye, he had to go wash it out, brian wanted to go to the er but dani told him he'd be ok. the next morning he told me what happened and that he was going to the doctor. after he got back he told me that the doctor told him he was lucky he washed out his eye when he did, otherwise he would've gone blind. it cut something in his eye, i forget the name, chortia is the first thing that comes to mind. the doctor told him that in all his career that brian was the luckiest person he's ever met, he told him he must have a guardian angel watching over him or someone really lucky in his life, he told me that when the doctor told him this that the first thing he thought of was me.
i was so glad to know my boyfriend was safe and was going to be ok. he promised me he wouldn't do anymore dumb stuff like that because he knows how much i worry about him.
also, he quit smoking, i'm so proud of him.
anyway, i had to go 2 days without seeing him, it was torture, i felt crappy, i was so happy to see him yesterday when he and his dad came and picked me up. i missed holding him so much. i gave him his surprise, it was a mix cd with these songs:
1)Paramore- Misery Business
2)A Day To Remember- You Had Me At Hello
3)The Bled- Porcelain Hearts and Hammers For Teeth
4)Hellogoodbye- Here In Your Arms
5)Hellogoodbye- Oh, It Is Love
6)Hellogoodbye- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
7) Saves The Day- Do You Know What I Love Most?
8)Paramore- My Heart
9)Scott Simons- Umbrella
10)Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down
11)The Spill Canvas- So Much
12)The Veronicas- Speechless
13)Landon Pigg- Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop
14)Lower Definition- Miami Nights
15)Lower Definition- The Choreographer
16)Lower Definition- Like Ornaments
17)Odd Project- Je T'Adore
18)Odd Project- Midnight Lullaby
19)Pierce The Veil- Kissing In Cars
i wrote a love letter on the cd, it didn't fit so i burned the same thing onto both of the cd's. each song name was written in blue as opposed to the black that everything else was written it, it was something along the lines of
"brian mack, funny how what started our relationship was MISERY BUSINESS, baby, YOU HAD ME AT HELLO, i was yours from the moment i met you, with no need for PORCELAIN HEARTS AND HAMMERS FOR TEETH,my favorite place to be is HERE IN YOUR ARMS, the first time i laid eyes on you i thought to myself "OH, IT IS LOVE" i was yours faster than a SHIMMY SHIMMY QUARTER TURN, but DO YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVE MOST? You baby, you have MY HEART, when you're hitting a rough spot you can stand under my UMBRELLA, HANDS DOWN you are the best thing that's ever happened to me, i love you SO MUCH baby, you leave me SPEECHLESS, it wasn't quite FALLING IN LOVE AT A COFFEE SHOP, but it's sure as hell as hot as MIAMI NIGHTS, i don't need a CHOREOGRAPHER to show how much i love when your eyes sparkle LIKE ORNAMENTS. i know i don't speak french but JE T'ADORE, your voice is a MIDNIGHT LULLABY to my ears. I especially love KISSING IN CARS with you, that's how we happened. L♥VE, Steven Juarez"
the word (serenade) was running down the side of the cd as well
he smiled so much when he read it, he loved it and told me, "no one's ever done something that sweet for me" and kissed me as we sat on his porch step
they took his car in to get fixed yesterday, if all goes well he'll have it today, the latest would be tomorrow at 10 am. it's ok, as long as i get to see him for my b-day that will be the best gift of all.
i've never been so happy with someone before, this feels so right
well yeah, they do
he drew the tattoo he has on his chest, it's fucking sexy
a lot of crazy shit has been happening the past few days, he just had a really bad day
we decided it'd be fun to go tweaker bombing(throw water balloons at people), it was a hot day, come on dude
(in the back of my head i knew it was a bad idea)
off we went, me, brian, miriam and dani to buy water balloons, went to fill them up at brian's house
so right on brian's street dani threw a water balloon at some bro that was getting in his car or some shit, the dude got PISSED, chased us at like 90 mph, we pulled into the wal-mart parking lot and as we were exiting there was some person blocking us from leaving, the dude was right behind us and threw a full beer can at brian's car, we pulled up next to us and tried to cut us off, and threw another can, then got out of his seat and started punching brian's window, we sped off, brian almost lost control of his car and hit a curb going about 45, at this point his car started to shake a bit, we were gonna get on the freeway, we got right in front of us and we switched over 2 lanes to the right, losing him, he chilled behind this huge motorhome for a little over a half hour in some parking lot. finally we decided to take it to pepboys to see how bad the damage was, the guy thought it was just the alignment, we dropped off dani and miriam at dani's house, headed back to brian's house and told his dad that there's something wrong with the tire causing the car to shake, whatever, he said he'd get it fixed, so dani came and got us at brian's house, we drove around for a bit then they dropped me off at home.
everything was ok, then around 12:30 i got a bad feeling and tried calling dani but she didn't pick up, guess what had happened? dani had the bright idea to go tweaker bombing again, brian was in the back seat this time, one dude they threw a water balloon at decided to chase them, punched josh's window out with brass knuckles in the process of trying to punch josh(which he successfully did) i was ok with josh getting hurt because he was the one who cheated on brian 3 times that one night. but glass had gotten into brian's eye, he had to go wash it out, brian wanted to go to the er but dani told him he'd be ok. the next morning he told me what happened and that he was going to the doctor. after he got back he told me that the doctor told him he was lucky he washed out his eye when he did, otherwise he would've gone blind. it cut something in his eye, i forget the name, chortia is the first thing that comes to mind. the doctor told him that in all his career that brian was the luckiest person he's ever met, he told him he must have a guardian angel watching over him or someone really lucky in his life, he told me that when the doctor told him this that the first thing he thought of was me.
i was so glad to know my boyfriend was safe and was going to be ok. he promised me he wouldn't do anymore dumb stuff like that because he knows how much i worry about him.
also, he quit smoking, i'm so proud of him.
anyway, i had to go 2 days without seeing him, it was torture, i felt crappy, i was so happy to see him yesterday when he and his dad came and picked me up. i missed holding him so much. i gave him his surprise, it was a mix cd with these songs:
1)Paramore- Misery Business
2)A Day To Remember- You Had Me At Hello
3)The Bled- Porcelain Hearts and Hammers For Teeth
4)Hellogoodbye- Here In Your Arms
5)Hellogoodbye- Oh, It Is Love
6)Hellogoodbye- Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
7) Saves The Day- Do You Know What I Love Most?
8)Paramore- My Heart
9)Scott Simons- Umbrella
10)Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down
11)The Spill Canvas- So Much
12)The Veronicas- Speechless
13)Landon Pigg- Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop
14)Lower Definition- Miami Nights
15)Lower Definition- The Choreographer
16)Lower Definition- Like Ornaments
17)Odd Project- Je T'Adore
18)Odd Project- Midnight Lullaby
19)Pierce The Veil- Kissing In Cars
i wrote a love letter on the cd, it didn't fit so i burned the same thing onto both of the cd's. each song name was written in blue as opposed to the black that everything else was written it, it was something along the lines of
"brian mack, funny how what started our relationship was MISERY BUSINESS, baby, YOU HAD ME AT HELLO, i was yours from the moment i met you, with no need for PORCELAIN HEARTS AND HAMMERS FOR TEETH,my favorite place to be is HERE IN YOUR ARMS, the first time i laid eyes on you i thought to myself "OH, IT IS LOVE" i was yours faster than a SHIMMY SHIMMY QUARTER TURN, but DO YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVE MOST? You baby, you have MY HEART, when you're hitting a rough spot you can stand under my UMBRELLA, HANDS DOWN you are the best thing that's ever happened to me, i love you SO MUCH baby, you leave me SPEECHLESS, it wasn't quite FALLING IN LOVE AT A COFFEE SHOP, but it's sure as hell as hot as MIAMI NIGHTS, i don't need a CHOREOGRAPHER to show how much i love when your eyes sparkle LIKE ORNAMENTS. i know i don't speak french but JE T'ADORE, your voice is a MIDNIGHT LULLABY to my ears. I especially love KISSING IN CARS with you, that's how we happened. L♥VE, Steven Juarez"
the word (serenade) was running down the side of the cd as well
he smiled so much when he read it, he loved it and told me, "no one's ever done something that sweet for me" and kissed me as we sat on his porch step
they took his car in to get fixed yesterday, if all goes well he'll have it today, the latest would be tomorrow at 10 am. it's ok, as long as i get to see him for my b-day that will be the best gift of all.
i've never been so happy with someone before, this feels so right