I've been dreading updating my journal. Mainly I have been dreading it because absolutely nothing has been going my way or nothing has gone right this month at all. I cant remember the last time I had a more stressful and upsetting 30 days ever. I'm hoping and praying that december will be better. And really how can it be any worse than what ( Read more... )

I'm begining to lose faith in what i thought was right. I think im at a cross roads. I guess I was wrong, good things don't happen to good people. I guess I need to grow up and stop basing things on false hope, stupid me, believing that If i hoped for something it would come true in the long run. If I learned anything its that people like me never ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a few weeks. I only seem to update this thing when I am upset about something or have something on ym mind. Really, I dont see the point of live journal. A journal is supposed to be a private record of writings that a person keeps to themselves. LJ defeats that purpose putting your thoughts on the internet no less. Kinda weird ( Read more... )

Pretty ok weekend so to speak. Friday was Lauren Spatz sweet 16 in school, so i dressed up for that, (if anyone was wondering why i was wearing a shirt and tie friday it was because of that). Had a party for her at the German Meeting, was quite fun. Afterwards went across the street to starbucks for a little bit, though no one bought anything and ( Read more... )

the last 2 days have gone by very fast. I've been getting into this cycle, where I come home from school very tired, so i take a nap for a few hrs. Then I end up staying up to like 1 am and cant get to bed. When I wake up in the morning I'm so dead tired. I've never been a morning person to begin with. I also hate the fact that it is dark now when ( Read more... )

So im ranked 52nd in my graduating class overall. I guess im content with that. I didn't really get my act together academically until the end of 10th grade, but im happy with my turn around since then. All my friends seemed to do very well and I just want to say im proud of you all :-). And for anyone who is discouraged about there rank socre, i ( Read more... )

Crazy fun weekend. I definately went out a lot which was cool, something I haven't done since school started. I always like october, so hopefully it looks like the second half of october is looking up ( Read more... )

Hey Hey gonna do an upbeat update for once. Its a change from the past few and I like that ( Read more... )

Time to update since its almost been a month. It's october now which means fall's here, which means that its going to get colder and the days are going to become shorter. I guess its to late to say that I miss summer. Truthfully I really do, everything seemed right during summer and now in the fall everything seems wrong ( Read more... )

schools back, in case you didn't know ( Read more... )