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[stevieb033]

Well another fucking asthma attack, oh boy! 2nd in the last three months. This one cause by too mich smoke inhalation from the bonfire and i was the fartherest away from the fucking fire almost the whole time. Oh well i have shitty luck. Its wierd i wasnt even concerned this time, other times i try to breath and run and get an inhaler or other

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[windy_night]

Steve, the second you say that you dont have any friends i'm gonna fucking slap you. haha you have me and plenty others. I'm sorry that things are going so poorly but hey, try to make something happen. Invite people to do something, it'll help, trust me. Things are not going right for me either but i try to do thigns to make me happy, and you should do the same. And being online, start talking! Dont feel bad if they dont IM you, people just dont look at who is on or not. So no worries, be happy, and have a nice rest of the summer. I excpect a reply hehe.

[stevieb033]

hmm yeah the funny thing is i do try to invite peolle places. Only all i get is "oh umm i have to go to yoga class" or something stupid like that. Then those people leave away messages that say "hanging out with blah blah" or something like that later that night. Or they go get drunk or something with a bunch of other friends. And as for talking online i really dont care anymore. Fuck it. Its like 15 years of nothing really going wrong or being like this has finally caughten (ya cant spell either) up to me all at one time. And as for friends my mom says i have no friends, my dad says i have no friends, so w/e. Have a wonderful summer as well, i hope you get your job too that be cool. less then a week and im gone for the whole summer. I can only hope that this will be enough time to clear my head up even a little.