Comments | stevo2005: I have a lot of cheese....what to do...???

stevo2005

I have a lot of cheese....what to do...???

Dec 02, 2004 14:17

Unfortunately, I missed jazz yesterday cause I literally couldn't get out of bed. My back felt like it was broken and I almost started to cry. I am a wuss, I do cry and sometimes too much. Nevertheless, jazz is probably the only thing keeping me happy right now. You have no idea how much I enjoy being in it! And if I stay, I get a whole song to ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 2 2004, 16:16:34 UTC

so u think that if u go back your life is going to get better. or ur there just to figure stuff out?? Wut do u have over there that u dont have here??you have family and lots of friends here but wuts over there.. i know maybe your school of your choice is there but .. wut else is there.....
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excuse me..... stevo2005 December 2 2004, 16:47:24 UTC

It sounds like this is really bothering you, why don't you tell me the reason I shouldn't go? You sound kinda pissed.....

x_xmushroomsx_x December 2 2004, 18:52:24 UTC

Sorry to interfere in this new anonymous person and you but....
Ewwww! Throw Up!!! XP

~Jazz is cool....mr egger always told me to join but i had other stuff! ;]
.........!what your favorite KIND of cheese!......

anonymous December 2 2004, 19:05:46 UTC

b/c people here care about u too much to see u leave and u never know whats going to happen to u ,like maybe u going over there will change u... imean i know your your own person and u control ur feelings but but maybe talking to your friends back there will tell u things that probably will bring u down and feel sorry for yourself.. some people love u oevr there..but also there are plenty of people here that will cheer u all the time and make u feel loved inlike the people that are over that that will chatter your heart again like the other time u went to laredo...

i'm sorry stevo2005 December 2 2004, 19:52:31 UTC

you must really care about whats going on and maybe me. I know its a big risk me going back beause I am scared of the outcome of getting my heartbroken once agin, but what about here? I know there are people who care about me, maybe more than a friend. Then why don't they come out and say it? whats the worse that can happen, its not like i'm going to rub it in their face. I'm not that kind of person. I am also not asking for it, but it helps sometimes, ya know. Anyway, again I'm sorry if this bothers you. I'm tired of these anonymous comments. Why are you afraid to let me know who you are?

a curious person anonymous December 2 2004, 20:16:58 UTC

i mena if u have a hint that soemone likes u why dont u also tell her how u feel and maybe it will make it easier on her to tell u that she likes u,i mean like if u do maybe like her maybe u should give her hints too,and if not and u rather be friends u should tell her that too..dont u think........

Re: a curious person stevo2005 December 2 2004, 20:41:25 UTC

now depending on the person that rule will apply. i can't go up to a girl and tell her how i feel like i used to. For starters, i don't have any self-esteem left in me, esmer destroyed it. i don't have the confidence to go up to someone and confess my dying love for them or tell them that i would like to be with them. and what if they have a boyfriend or they are not intrested? It would just make it worse!! Then what will i do? Thats why i prefer for them to let me know how they feel. Tomorrow, let me know who you are. i would rather finish this conversation in person and find out the real reason. If you are a girl, hug me. Yeah, hug me and tell me why! if a guy, shake my hand and give me your opinion why. There, its settled. Please, jsut let me know...

I'll miss you immortalhate December 2 2004, 21:06:29 UTC

Hey steven, I would get tired of the anonymous comments as well... but the person sort of has a point. But if it makes you happy, then you should leave... it's a risk of getting hurt but it's your life and your choice. I'll just let you know that it would never be the same walking out of 2nd period and not seeing you there to walk through the hallway with, and when I come out of the 3rd I won't see you there again... and for some odd reason, I'll stare at the door and I always remember when you were in cruches and you were passing by waiting for me outside saying that you beat me this time. lol... I never forgot, weird. Well I'll miss you a lot, we haven't been talking lately but I have pictures to still remember you. Hopefully we'll keep in touch... bye.
love, cari
p.s. and I'll always remember the donut in your sax hehe.