First of all, thanks Janine. You are totally right, and maybe i should just be a patient little bastard and wait for the right one to come to me instead of the other way, i like that more. But as for today, it wasn't too shabby. It started off by waking up to a nice cold day with very low humidy, yeah-yeah! Got to wear my jacket and whatnot. Then i ( Read more... )

you know, i am not to the person to give up. I hate giving up, thats probably why i was so miserable with esmer. I always fought to make the relationship work, but you can't win the battle when the sides are equal. She always quit, always and that pissed me off for about 17 months....Anyway, i got a call from her not to long ago to check how i was ( Read more... )

It is very frustrating when there is someone you want and you can't have. I pretty sure everyone has wrote about this, so now it is my turn dammit! "She" is so gorgeous and it sucks knowing i can't have her. It just really hurts when it is your senior year and you have no one to hold and share all your glory with. But who am i to complain, because ( Read more... )

Last night I almost stayed up all night waiting for #54 to leave me a comment hoping that she would let me know how she is. well, i fell asleep at 11 so i couldn't check if she did or not. I woke up at three deperate to find out, and no luck whatsoever. I was a bit disapointed, but there was nothing i could do. As i was falling asleep, all i could ( Read more... )

to start off with this entry, it was an okay day. As soon as i woke up, the anonymous person #54 came to my mind and has stayed in it all damn day. I have a couple of people in mind, and if it is "her", i wouldn't know how to react. that would be totally insane. She is so gorgeous i wouldn't believe its "her". but does this person like me, or is ( Read more... )

This game so rocks hard ass!!! just wanted to be the first, type later!!

Well, today my "wonderwoman" didn't come to school today, weird. I hope she is okay, if not, i would cry if anything bad where to happen. BUT, i must think happy thoughts. Anyways, today wasn't too bad for myself. if started off by me fixing the set again which kinda gets annoying after a while, really annoying. yet the day goes on. About five ( Read more... )

Well, friday is old news being how we got our asses hand to us..but it is cool. Nevertheless, saturday was pretty cool. At first, my daddy woke me up and said that we were going to see the Incredibles, which by the way was an awesome movie. It was about a 9.25 on my list and a lot of movies i have seen don't get that rating. After, my daddy bought ( Read more... )

unfortunately, today has so far not been that great. my attititude toward everything is falling apart. i am starting to lose hope and beginning to give up. i don't even want to go to practice today, but i must. i dont care anymore about anything.......not even myself.

Its been a while since i have had a girlfriend or last spoken to my mother. i been really hard, really hard. i miss them both so much that just thinking about it makes me want to cry. a man is nothing without a women by his side. someone who is loyal, stands by their side at all times, and someone who fills that empty space in their hearts. and a ( Read more... )