so forget all this i've said about being depressed, sure all these recent problems have made me sad, but screw all of it. i'm moving on and heading in the right direction again. i'm 19 not 39, so i should act more MY age, like not worry about one girl in a serious relationship. i mean who wants a girl who doesn't accept you and then also lies to ( Read more... )

so i don't get it. do girls really just care about going out with someone that has plans on making money in the future. that's pretty much what i have been told. to think that a girl has lost interest in you because you plan on being in the military and then working in public safety as a firefighter. i mean sure, you don't make that much money, but ( Read more... )

god i am so lonely. valdosta has drained my body of all energy and happiness i use to have. my life sucks so bad right now. i believe that in december i am gonna join the air force so that i can get away from my mess that is this current life. although i will miss my friends, we can stay in contact and for some of those people out there, maybe it ( Read more... )

i'm seriously going crazy. i want to just withdrawal from school and leave this place. i don't care if i only have 4 weeks left of school and i have a's and b's, i cannot take living here. my life has ended up turning so shitty even though i believed it was getting better. it's hard to still love someone when deep down they pretty much hate you and ( Read more... )

so jarhead wasn't a bad movie. it was actually very close to the book, it just cut out a bit of the life stories but thats ok. i also like how they made air force pilots look bad instead of marine tankers (you would of had to read the book). but overall, i feel pretty relaxed right now, i guess i just needed a new "war" movie in my system, no only

why do people still act like halloween is such a big thing? i'm sorry i guess i'll never get it.

i just don't understand some people anymore. we're given the opportunity to go out on our own and do big things, but some don't want to do anything productive with themselves. its sad but what can you do about it right. heres that thing ryan did ( Read more... )

well, i guess it's time to let it all go. maybe things will work out later, but i'm progressing in my life, and you, well i have no idea what you are doing, but thats ok because i guess for now i don't need you. i just need to move on and better myself without you by my side. i guess its time to party hard or something because right now, mr. stew t ( Read more... )

man, i just feel so miserable. i've lost a major part of my life whether she wants to hear it or not. it just hurts to know i had someone so awesome and beautiful in my life, but i threw all my chances away because it took me this long to realize what i was fortunate to have. why couldn't you have helped me with my problems earlier? maybe things ( Read more... )

god, sometimes i feel like crap after someone tells me that they will be there and then they wont. why is it that they can never answer their phone, when they know someone is gonna call? maybe they are just ignoring me because im just another piece of shit.