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A personal rant that has nothing to do with Rob/Kristen.
There's no way I'll ever go past friendship with the opposite sex. NEVER. I'm now 33 years old. I don't need complicated shit. Not from anyone-thought he was uncomplicated. I make things uncomplicated. I can't handle anything more. It is not in my DNA. My parents, unfortunately, will never see me get married or have kids. I really hope it's in the cards for my brother. He really deserves happiness and for someone to take care of him. It's too hard. Too hard. I cry because it's a grieving process. Having to get out from that part of your life (discovering you're a complete fuckery mess of fuck) and truly realizing what you are is painful. But I will go on...I've had worse and it's better to be alone than miserable.